Saturday, January 26, 2008
♥ 11:48 PM
actually,
was thinking of finding somewhere new to migrate to.
but, i can't find anywhere proper.
so, i'm stuck with diaryoftheapples.bgspt for now :D
friday ended the (school) week sadly.
i mean, it was the perfect week till friday(evening)
i wouldn't say i didn't expect it.
if you know what i mean, then you'll know how i feel.
if you don't. then. haha. you don't need to know.
i realise this is affecting me way more than it really should.
seriously. i mean, how hard is it to finish a freaking 16km.
its not like i don't want to whattt.
all the lies we believed. all the lies i put my hope in.
i mean, man. this really sucks lah.
its so long already, and my stupid self is being stupid, still.
jaime ah jaime. come onnnnnn.
if you take it away from her, what will she have left?
you have everything already. are you really so selfish?
ask yourself. do you really need everything?
no, you don't. its not like you have the time anyway.
you're afraid, you're hurt.
you don't wanna admit it, but you know it.
its okay. it'll heal.
and when it does, you'll shine brighter than the sun.
jaimetan, you know yourself better than anyone.
and you know what you need the most.
YOUGOTTABEYOURBEST, UNDERSTAND?
who cares if you once thought you had it all?
you need to know that you can shine it out.
be a messenger, be the one God wants you to be.
you're a teddy bear. feelings are what you care about.
you need to care. that's who you are. stop hating, start loving.
put the past behind. i know in two days, you'll probably forget this.
but i want you to remember that you're the one who cares.
the one who knows that its okay to get hurt for someone else.
now, keep this in mind and never forget it. alright?
your goal here and now, is to concentrate.
help your friends, study hard, run your soul to the max, love your families and be the person that God made you to be.
mend hearts, make smiles. give hope.
that's you jaime, that's you.
seeyourself, beyourself.
that's all i have for you today.
now be the star, shine for the world to see.
"God protects,"jaime.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
