Saturday, February 24, 2007
♥ 2:00 PM
what an intersting time.
wednesday was normal.
thursday was fun mann.
general leadership. our group's name was boulders rock. or at least we use it as boulders. haha. we were so enthu man. playing nonsense games and singing. it was fun, but tiring.everyone's muscles were sore after that. but it was fun quite fun. and everybody was talking about the instructors. i can't tell who is who. but i didnt need to.
friday was great too.
we had school and then amc and then training. training was tiring. guess i'm just not THERE yet. must train harder man!yeah. and then it was raining. so i shared a cab with chewy. and then in the cab she asked me about cl and stuff. and then we were talking about the comm, cause rachelgoh's in the comm. and then she asked me if i am going to be in the comm and if i want to. then i said not really. like not really want to be in the comm, cause you have to go order people around, like people older than you which is REALLY strange. so yeah. and then so contradicting lah. but nevermind. i shall persevere. i hope i do a good job in PA and do my job well. haha. and for passion, i hope i can contribute stuff, and not be a dead log or something. AHH. i want to strive man. and cross nats is a week or so after good friday. and OM too.ahh. i need to work hard. and the selections too. ahh. why oh why. but nevermind. i will persevere.JIAYOU, GANBATE, ALL THE WAYYY!
another note. my parents aren't really supportive. heck, its my life and i've got to do my best. and anyway, god says you have to share our talents. and i don't think its very nice to disappoint your friends cause you think its a waste of time. its really selfish. and being selfish is a great sin. anyway.i really need to work at myself. oh wells. father said that honour your parents commandment(sp?) is meant to be respect them, cause sometimes they tell you to do the wrong things. YUPP.
but overall. i think i had a great week. i need to study harder, yes?
"embrace challenges, push limits, accept responsibilities and ALWAYS persevere"yes. the quote is a little long.
jaime.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
♥ 12:28 PM
yesterday was damn fun.
really really fun.
i mean really really fun.
i love yiyi doreen's house. so funn.
haha okay anyways.
did you know that the very important cas are in 5 days? OH NO.
study study study. we must do well.
i don't care. sulin owes me a treat. she shal bring me to sicc.
cheryll says its very nice too. not that i've been there before.
hearsay. but it sounds nice enough. and it seems BIGG enough.from thomson to bukit timah please. that's HUGE.seriously.
mahjong is fun. to a certain extend. my cousin loves mahjong. he's nuts. he like loves the game, and he's super lucky. so funny. and he's like what,10?GOSH. gambler in the making mann.seriously lah.oh wells.
i think i've got to study. i saw the vs "common test" my cousin is so smart.20%. rocks right?
oh wells.i can't be bothered to do the damn english.
"she's a guai kia."jaime.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Sunday, February 18, 2007
♥ 10:01 PM
cny was great.
and it was completed by 10+.
WAHAA.highheels&handbags- never again.
now i am confused.
and for once, even michelle can't understand.
have you ever felt like you've wanted something so so much, that you would do anything for it, but yet you feel as if you're not sure if its what's good for you and if you'd really like it. as if its the cover that's just deceiving you and luring you in? and when you want to find something to tell you that what you see is the entire truth you see tonnes of it, but then again, you don't know if that's what you should believe because they are/were reasonably different from you. and then you find some evidence that what you see is really what deceives you, and the evidence you look at is from someone who is reasonably similar to you. with similar experiences and who've met probably similar people as you too. but then you just don't want to believe it because, there are also differences, but then you just can't seem to stop worrying?and you don't know what to do, cause people tell you its good and its worth it, but evidence stares blankly into your face, telling you that it sucks, in the point of view of someone so similar to you. and you don't know what to believe anymore, because you want the best for yourself, but you really want it.and you're put in such a horrid dilemma, it as if you're given choice between the devil and the deep blue sea(in which case, i would choose the deep blue sea, but the question now i which is which?).
i put myself into too many unnecessary fixes. but they'll come now, or later. better early than late i suppose.i really think this is unneccesary worry, but i really can't help myself. i think sulin is really rubbing off on me, and i think i'm becoming more and more obsessed. GREEEAT.
anyways, i think should be off to some
REAL work.so long.
oh and, have a great lunar new year!:D
you're always wanting to live someone else's lifejaime. but that's a story for next time.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Friday, February 16, 2007
♥ 4:43 PM
today was fun.
lala has 3 new friends.
firstly, her new bestfriends, thinner and paintbrush
and her new boyfriend, gif.
that's because we were painting backdrop.
don't remember having so much fun when we were painting the hills...
oh wells.wahahaha!
btw,did i mention, lala's new boyfriend, is also her ex, since she flushed him down the sink with thinner.cause we were washing paintbrushes.HAHA.
cny is coming!YAY mahjong! YAY angpaos!YAY sweets!YAY foooood!YAY card games! and most of all, YAY HOLIDAYYYY!
WOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO.
whoots. ca is coming soon. must study really hard and ACE those tests. YEHA. WHOOTS.i want to ACE them. ACE1 them. HAHA.ACE1 them WELL!
still jealous. baakaa!
gots homework. lots and lots. well seemingly. i hope i finish them...meanwhile, i neeed to sleep. OH and would anyone like to buy catholic welfare tickets from me? esp. those in non-catholic schools, cause like your school is not required to sell!so if you'd like to buy please tag on my taggie. alrighty?
MEOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. i want i want i want. all that energy. ME WANNA.
anyways. next week shall be guai kia week in school guai and enthu. a bit hard but oh wells. so that means...high, tight belts, high high socks. specs on(except for hiking and after school!),long skirts and correct accesories. anybody who would like to join in is warmly welcomed. please remember to study hard and complete ALL your homework before reaching school. :D
my wild, wacky ideas. :D
"thus, i conclude, being guai, is good."jaime.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Thursday, February 15, 2007
♥ 10:04 PM
i've been blogsurfing.
AND i am extremely jealous.SAAVEE MEE!
DAMN JEALOUS.
"i want i want!"jaime.is damn jealous.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
♥ 8:11 PM
i feel pissed and tired.
physically and mentally and emotionally.
seriously.time passes soo fast. but then its like your days are soo action packed, there are no times, where you can just sit there and stone. it sucks. and i feel like sleeping all the time. i want to accomplish so much but nothing is forming. no results, no successes. its partly my fault not working hard enough, i suppose. but if i did, then wouldn't i be sleeping all the time. where can i find the balance? the oh so precious balance between work and play. the fragility of this really can anger one.why why why? we have wayy too many things on our hands. its realy exhausting.no not exactly stressing. stressed out would be shown through you just not doing stuff. but exhaustion is shown through your fatigue, mentally and physically. god says, " come to me, and i will give you rest." its true. i pray before i sleep. but i just don't have enough rest. so if i pray more, will i sleep more and will i flunk more? the fragility of the balance. yin and yang. i hate balance.
i just want to sleep away all my problems and cage them in an air-tight box, and let them never come out. please please please.
happy valentines to all, by the way.
if you're reading this, i'm sorry i have to spoil your day.
just need to let it all out.
"winners don't cry"jaime.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
♥ 10:40 PM
tomorrow is valentines day.
spend your wonderful day with all those you love.
and those you will love.
have fun and thank all those who have helped you
and will help you through all those tough times.
your friends and family.
show them your great appreciation.
happy valentines day, loves.
"you're clearly in denial, jaime."jaime. i know.
that's why i say,
i love you.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Monday, February 12, 2007
♥ 10:38 PM
new week.
week in week out, busy here, busy there.
oh well, that's life i suppose.
i'm really getting used to being busy.
but i am still slackish.
haven't been studying.
study hard little warrior!
i need to concentrate.
i shall not flunk anything, i need to ACE.
similar routines, identical events.
boredom strikes, stress etches in.
fatigue overwhelms, insomia overtakes."but we shall stay strong!"jaime. i love jaime!
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Sunday, February 11, 2007
♥ 3:39 PM
oh man.
i'm feeling scared.
if it happens, it's going to be EXTREMELY bittersweet.
EXTREMELY. oh man. oh man. oh man.
but i still want the sweet.
qian ku hou tian.
i hope it happens.
scary. there's so much i want now.
please help what is wrong.
i heard that from sulin i think...
oh wells. jaime must study.
so jaime will ban herself..soon.
goodbye my love.goodbye my computer.
"lol."jaime.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Saturday, February 10, 2007
♥ 7:20 PM
before i do my work and let my comp rest, i shall tell you about the S&JO
S&JO stands for steph&jaime obesessors.
we obsess about strangeee things.
and we are science lab partners(don't worry, i'm very mild, i don't mix up ALL sorts of chemicals!)
yupp. and we go nuts at strange things.
and we say even stranger things.
and and and we are VERY smart AND tall!
but sometimes we can be spastic.oh wells.
haha. see the egoness of jaime?
can't help it. i am a narcisist!I LOOOOOOVE MYSELF!
MEOWHAHAHAHA.
i am mentally a cat.and part frog part apple. beat that!
wheeeee.
see the enthusiasm?
that comes from the cat!
and the extremely intelligence, that comes from a frog!
and and the extreme tallness, that comes from the apple!!!
conclusion: i am high.i love the mozart shake!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeee.
i wonder if people look at your sugar rush when they interview you.hmmmmmmmmmmm.
HAHA. okay. there is seriously something wrong with me.
i am not doing my work. will be back soooon.
"you're out of luck!"jaime. oh no i'm not!
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Thursday, February 08, 2007
♥ 5:01 PM
i decided to blog since i was feeling sian.
firstly, i don't feel like doing anything, and i am also feeling pretty tired. what do you expect?its thursday. a whole 4 days of school already.and school work is sucky. really sucky.and some irresponsible people decide that doing their part in projects is really unimportant. well others decide that they must be the center of attention during all the meetings and must be a key person in the project. again, i am not complaining. cause i know sometimes working with me must be hard thanks to my total insanity and stuff. sorry.
secondly, i have tonnes of things on my mind.seriously. that's why a bus ride is good. cause you can think and reflect. and the walk home is good too, except for the realy hot sun. i mean REALLY hot sun.exhaustion is coming, i need rest please and thank you.
thirdly, i can't stand so many things that are happening around me. i sort of believe that people are "irritating" or "annoying" its just the things that they do. so the things that these people do, are SOOO irritating and annoying. i would like to reflect mirror at them for them to see what they are doing/saying and how much relevance there is. since some people are in a more pitiful condition compared to them. I AM NOT REFERRING TO MYSELF! i am not pitified. look at hillary who has 2 ccas and michelle who has something on everyday, which is actually important.and yeah. like them. that's what pitified is, and complain-worthy.that's for the saying part. the doing part, i rest my case. some people are just the way they are.
fourthly, i am dreaming too much.seriously.keeping my hopes too high.
fifthly, i am sleeping too little! i blame myself for this of couse.haha.
and there's more of course.
but we must all persevere! and do our best and reach our goals, and and achieve our dreams. and do our very best. the end. AMEN.
"jaime, all the way. do your best!"jaime.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
♥ 10:27 PM
[yesterday's post, my internet died on me!]
so tiresome!
its tuesday, and i only almost fell asleep in the bus.
what an improvement!
i have so many things to do!
its effing 1030!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
i need to grow taller leh!
sleep sleep sleep.
i need to sleeep.
okay.
anyways.
here's my week.
my wonderfully beautifully planned week.
which seems to be extremely packed for me
but how come i can still pack in not being mad at the whole wide world.
some people are only useful to a certain amount.haha. i am MEAN.
monday - training.
tuesday - golf, tuition
wednesday - training.
thursday - OM.
friday - training, cl.
saturday - homework, cat class
sunday - cl, golf.
what a week.
[please note, most of the above activities are extremely taxing mentally and physically and sometimes even emotionally. and take into consideration, transport, which seems to take forever. THANK YOU]
oh wells.
all the way, warrior girl{kshatriya!}.
i shall be a warrior
because i will fight to the very very end.
and emerge and prove to the world that it is not impossible to do well.
without being extremely sad and stressed and depressed and sucidal.
i think all that is dumb.
i am mean, deal with it.
like hello? everybody is busy too lah@
like its only you?
HNG! stupid idiot.
so therefore, i will be jaime the warrior girl.
i don't bring war, i symbolise fighting spirit.
i don't bring sadness, i encourage people and advice.
i don't cry, i push on.
"jia you, warrior girl!"jaime, warrior girl.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
♥ 10:22 PM
i hate projects, officially.
regardless simultaneous or not.
END OF STORY.
note to jane:
we did all the geog stuff,what shall we do now?
mark you down real low?hmmm? you tell me.
sucks lah.
"i told you i was smart"jaime. pissed.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Friday, February 02, 2007
♥ 10:58 PM
YAY!
i am happy and extremely hyper.
REALLY!EXTREMELY!
not my fault.
sunglasses and pins.
wheeeeeeeeeee.
super hyper can?
i love fridays.
end of story.
fridays are great.
SMILE:D:D:D:D:D:D
happiness and success go hand in hand.
so therefore being happy means being sucessful.
and rich and famous.mwhahahha.
haha.okay nutto-ness.
have homework.i'm being a bum.
oh well.
it will remind us to work hard.
so says michen.
alright.work hard!
someone is lame.
seriously lame.
who smacks people for blocking them?
the lame one?
oh right.haha!
and i'm talking to myself.
MONOLOGUE.i can do drama in sec3.whoawhoawhoa!
whoots.
oh man why am i so crappy?!
i think i will sleep.
growing tall is good!
"that's why we love G-R-O-W, GROW!jaime.i am tall!
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
♥ 7:05 PM
everybody's sad and upset and depressed.
oh man.
these are the reasons why everybody should be happy.
or at least they are why i am...
one.TGIF!its FRIDAY.its the end of the school week.rejoice!
two.there's CL!gosh, cl is an extremely good thing, serious!
three.we have tonnes of projects, SIMULTANEOUSLY.okay, this doesn't belong here and is irrelevant.greeat.
four.tomorrow is michenjaime day!
five.CAs are soon, also meaning, holidays are soon!YAY!
six.its february, means march is next month and april is the month after that,DOUBLE YAY!
seven.i have three dollars in coins.WHOOTS.
eight.i love jaime and jaime loves me. jaime maria tan that is.
nine.i am happy.
ten. elizabeth has a
tenhaha. so nonsensical.
so jaime...haha.
i've got to remember to bring steph's christmas present.
gosh its procrastinated, big time!
hahaha.i'm so strange.
i have uncompleted homework.
and i smell.
so so long!:D
"lovers to friends"jaime.the future rich, kind, famous and smart:DDD
I LOVE JAIME VERY MUCH!
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Thursday, February 01, 2007
♥ 8:52 PM
ahh!
why like that?
too many things!
simultaneously[yay!]!
must have perseverance!
all the way jaime the frog!
haha.my brain is not thinking right.
haha.what's wrong with me nowwww?
so illogical!aiyoh!
okay so anywayss.
i can't stand some people.
and why?
i dont know!
its super annoying when you have someone whining nonstop.
i know i whine too
but all the time?
and wanting all the attention and making us use your suggestion.
its irritating.
look at yourself, who wants to listen to you man.
NOBODY okay?
your obsession makes mine look healthy.
seriously!
its annoying.
oh wells.
do you feel like a manjaime.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?