Thursday, May 31, 2007
♥ 12:43 AM
"BEAT ANDERSON GIRL, GET INTO VJ!"
Hmph. I sure hope so. Oh wells.
I feel like a poem. But whatever I feel like is most un-poem like. Oh wells. So, I shall do a promise thing. Like a vow. Yeah, like that.
I promise to be a good girl, to speak sense and only sense in the presence of people who can and will do harm to my reputation and can/will give me trauma. I promise to keep more silent, so that listening can be part of me. I promise to work hard to be the best I can be and to fulfil my own dreams and hopes. I promise to make life easier for other people, and so, not be a plain retard, thus not inflicting insult and harm on others. I promise that I will use my brain to think before playing any games to think of the consequences in the various situations. I promise to keep all my friends secrets, and be a really good listener and help to solve their problems and be a gooooood girl. I promise to be responsible and to perform my tasks well. I promise to not complain even when I don't get the things I want. I promise to try to be as hardworking as I possibly can to achieve what I can. I promise to be a nice girl who isn't mean to others. I promise to be loyal and to be innocent and good. And finally, I promise myself to not to break any of the promises I have just made. Thank You.
Hmph. I <3 Corrinne May!
"No matter the distance, I'll stay on the road to your heart."jaime. [that's what we longD's are trained to do, ey?]
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
♥ 10:44 PM
* this post is highly unlike the hyperactive alive Jaime, I apologise sincerely. (:
Hmph. I feel exiled, lonely and nervous. And I had such a wonderful day today! Oh gosh. Something's wrong with me, or maybe its just the math homework. Hmph. Even if its the wretched math homework, IT REFUSES TO GO AWAY, DAMMIT! I feel horrid. Gosh, I've had such a wonderful day and I still feel horrid. WHY? Imagine those people who had a horrible day today! What about them? Hmph. I am ashamed at myself, for feeling so horrible, when I've had such a great day. Hmph.
Hmph has officially become my official word of this week/month/holidays. Tell me what nots Hmph about having to stay in Singapore to train, stone in front of the computer and do homework, while people have fun. Hmph! No, actually my holidays seem to be quite nice, BUT I'm just feeling horrid/emo, so I'm sorry if I'm spoiling your day with my whiny and annoyed post. Hmph. Hmph. Hmph.
If this is not enough torture, I realised there's another 3 day period where I'll be tortured, mutilated and left to hang(like now) again. GRAHH. They intend to kill me, don't they? Hmph! But I really don't recall feeling this way before. Gosh, something's wrong with me. Hmph!
So now, I've just gotta work really really hard for Aeroplanes, Metals, Music and a well-behaved and well-mannered Jaime. Yes, I will. I'm hoping I'll work hard, and next year this time, I'll be on a nice and cosy plane to somewhere far far away, with people who I learn and play with. Hmph. Come 6th of June, Brighten up my life, and stop me from saying Hmph. Come 6th June come! COME 5TH JUNE COME! Please, 4th June don't come! Our Science project ain't done yet. But yes! 5th and 6th June hurry come! Please let me be rooted to Singapore for the second week of the hols, PLEEEASE. Hmph. Homework. Hmph.
Terrible it is! MY OM LINE. I miss OM. I miss the hustle and bustle of things. I thrive under stress! Heeee! OM OM OM, if we were in US now, I bet I won't feel this way. Dammit, we should have worked harder. DAMMIT. Hurr.:'/
Hmph hmph hmph. I hope Steph and Hill bring something back for me from China. Since they decided to call me at 2321, I hope they'll remember to buy me something. 2321 lah! DAMMIT. Made me more aware of the time. Horrid really, HORRID! hmph.
Okay, If I want to be more well-behaved and get my AEROPLANEE, I've got to do my homework. Bye People who torture me endlessly.
"We see the same side of the moon."jaime. (but i don't see the moooon!)
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Sunday, May 27, 2007
♥ 4:00 PM
Sense my boredom, i wrote a poem.
[edit]Hmph. Please people. do NOT use your inferencial skills. or i'll knock you with a hammer i shall buy.[edit]
You steal my heart away, every time I look your way
Subconsciously, I fall, deeper and deeper.
You’re a dork, an idiot, a retard.
But the attraction force pulls me nearer and nearer.
Love is blind, but is love true?
Its everything I seem to want, everything I seem to need.
But there’s no return, it’s a one sided line.
And still, I stubbornly wait and hope the sparks will come.
Tell me when it’ll start, tell me when.
I’ll never be impatient; I’ll wait here and let you be.
I kneel beside the lamp stand every night,
Praying that I’ll be what you want, and what you need.
Praying that you’ll be happy and safe.
Cause; As long as you’re happy, I’m happy.
Impossible they say, and I know its true.
But hoping’s good and God may bring me through.
And hopefully someday you will see,
Then maybe that day, you’ll come to me.
this is how bored i am. Rahh.
wheeee.
"I don't need your show of attitude."jaime.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Saturday, May 26, 2007
♥ 10:45 PM
I repeat my point,
And I thank you, Lord.I think God has been looking after me over time these days. And I thank him, I really do.
Things have pretty much been quite fine and dandy, and I love it. I loveeee it!
Thank You, Thank You, Thank You!
Yes. I'm happy and scared.
I hope everything goes fine.
I hope I don't screw up nationals.
I hope I don't screw up anything my chances for anything.
We never are satisfied ever, are we?
Today was a pleasant day.
A wonderfully pleasant day.
Today's a great day, and I know why.
Chances. Yes, Chances. I thank you for chances. I really do. I appreciate mine and hope that I'll use it right. Chances, like the yellow ribbon project. Drop the charges, give the chances. Sometimes everybody just needs a second chance to perform up to standard, to do what they have to. Just to be who they want to be. Chances, sometimes its all that one person needs.
and i thank you for the chance.terrific, ey? I love Corrinne May!
"Be yourself, Mr Beasley."jaime.yeah?
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Friday, May 25, 2007
♥ 11:40 PM
School's Out!
HURRAAYYYY!
I really don't feel like reflecting, so I won't. YUPPS.
Founder's Day and Report Books, the usual.
And then we bought smoothies, and went to steph's house!
YAY! we took 163, and you can imagine how excited i must have been.
YOU KNOW CAUSE ITS LIKE THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL.
AND LIKE ONE SIX THREE! not so much the bus though. STILL!
Yeah. and Steph, Celeste and Hillary were singing.
MUSIC is their stage, but certainly not mine.
I make NOISE not MUSIC. aha.
I shall go find my art form that I am umm... most talented in?
Okay, PGA briefing. We were super de duper de duper early. but then we had to wait looongg.
AND NOW WE HAVE HOMEWORK! hmph. oh wells, everything comes with a price, right?
But PGA is cool please! Marrissa is jealous. HAHA. Yeah, and we had refreshments and we went home.I dropped with Steph and walked the whole way out. HAHA.
and then I went for CL. which was us attending the holy hour thing. which was sleepyish. And i could only sing the final hymn. HAHA. it was boring and tiring and sleepyish. But i think it was good. But its like i'm half asleep there, i wonder if there is any point. hmph.
And i came home and i'm here. WHEEEE.
WALLACE THE WALL. coughs.
Marrissa's dream is weird. Can you imagine it? NO I CAN'T. Marrissa has a GOOOOOD imagination, seriously!
"i think i'll hire cupid."jaime. jaime. jaime.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Sunday, May 20, 2007
♥ 2:04 PM
So, yesterday my brained died.
it was exhausting, serious.
i hope they take me in.
VJ especially. I want!
Pleeeeeeaseee. i hope hope they see my CCA records and reference letters and that my GAT is good. PLEEEAASEE. teacher-with-tinted-glasses, and math-teacher-who-can-count-to-fifty!
i want i want, pleease.
hurr.
results weren't that bad. still, i hate chinese.
and i had to hop around like a bunny. silly bernie and arielene!
lit's scaryy. but its okayy.
post exam activites are siann. i love gamess!
Jane: WEE!WONG!TAN?
Jaime:*after jane says the above* CHONNNGGG!
and i won! Since suu is a tan too, i kindly let her use the surname and thought of another. ain't i nice?? HAAA.
i love truth or dare. IN SCHOOL.
haha. ask me a truth, and i'l tell you. cause there's nothing to hidee mann.
or rather, they have nothing to ask me. heeeeeee.
and dares are within limits. like wiping the window with your butt. AHA.
GAMES ARE FUN.
i'm great at finding stuff out(:
CLLLLLL!
paper cranes are coooool.
guys are useless at art. more useless than me! amaaaazingg.
I LOVE CRANES. and i should have been emo on friday. NEVERMINDS.
WHEEEEEEEEE.
i missed 4 cat classes this year already lah! i'm never getting confirmed:/
RAHHHH.
i<3marrissa's dream.SHUSH/it's a secret(:
"i'm in love with an uptown boy, heee!"JAIME. is going crazy, serious!
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
♥ 3:25 PM
Today was math trail.
it was considerably fun.
and we did get to go out of school.
starbucks! yummy.
and we played truth or dare again.
gosh. truth or dare in school is so much easier.
on my nerves i mean.
cause they don't decide to make you do EVIL things.
FUN FUN FUN!
mrs wong scared us about our results.
so did mrs tan and miss mazlind.
therefore, i conclude, we all are dead.
i really hope its all a scare, and that we'll still do well.
but i don't feel so confident about it. so, OHOH.
so, i am scared. please let doomsday be less scary.
pleaseeeeeeee.
i really don't know if i'm making the right choice.
only now, do the tables start to turn.
but then the other chances may be better.
and what the teachers say about ij girls.
i really don't know. hmph. but its no decision time yet, is it?
and truth or dare. AHA. i think i lied yesterday.
it really isn't my fault much, is it?
i don't know what i'm feeling anymore!
stupid jaime stupid ambiguous jaime.
haii. i just hope saturday, we'll perform well.
and tomorrow and friday will not kill us.
in terms of results, training and other nerve wrecking experiences.
post exam activities make no sense at all!
well, only half of them do at least.
i don't understand why we can't check our papers all on wednesday and thursday!
the teachers seem to enjoy torturing us. first with exams and then with making us wait for results.rahhh. i seriously hope we all do well.
and i hope our time would be managed fine.
we were going crazy over Korea today.
aha. jaime was being retarded. but hillary was being worse.
THE ENORMOUS FERRIS WHEEL STARTED IT!
Torture is badd! Results are worse.I'm going to read.
goodbye fellow sufferers. we shall be back!
"inner turmoil. to be or not to be?"jaime.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Monday, May 14, 2007
♥ 10:10 PM
i'm here to tell you that spiderman in spiderman 3 is a useless bum. and he is a bad person.yupps.
and that i think that soon, my mum will tell the whole world of my plans which have about a 3 in 4 chance of being unsuccessful frankly speaking. but oh wells.
and also to say that exam papers should not be returned and we should not get our report cards.
and that speeches are evil.
and that i'm really going to be confused if my plans both become successful. cause of the pros and cons and yeah.
and that people are really rude and mean. i mean talk about being responsible and smart. hng. i'd really like to see that. being smart means being able to cope with things. not just be stupidly jealous. stuuupid. RAHH.
and that the may day award is plain dumb.
and that i will train harder in order to beat that stupid anderson girl.
and that i will be happy with my results no matter how bad they are, because i have a
bad horrible feeling about it.
and that playing truth or dare in school is fun, since they can't make you do anything which is pure evil. and they probably know what they want to know already. haha. which is mainly confusions within myself. WOOHOO.
and that jaime is coming down on the track, so that she shall whack all. WOOHOO.(:
and that lastly she hopes her brain will still be working after taking 4 tests so that she may still do another well. and that her bad luck with tests like these go away, and that her good luck comes along. yes yes please.
and that she should stop saying "and that" and start packing and going to sleep.
and that her doomsday wednesday may be turned around by a good set of results and a wonderdul speech.
and that come saturday, her brain would not be dead.
"yeah, first love. how sweet."jaime.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Saturday, May 12, 2007
♥ 1:21 AM
Finally. I've finished my grand masterpiece!
I've finished making my blog look nice.
I changed the Skin if you haven't already realised.
I like it!
Anyway, today was a fun day.
Or shall I say, Yesterday.
Okay. So, i went for training. And, it was absolute hell. Due to the fact that I have been sitting around slacking instead of running. Its my fault alright. But yeah, training was over in a hurry. Oh, and we took one hour to get to school, even in a cab, How bad is that?
Then, I went off to town to meet Yeewern, Chu, Suu, Arielle and XYZ! I thought I would be late, and I turned up super early. So, we waited. We had Nice Fried Mars Bars!(Sulin's treat!) and couldn't find the earring shop. Hee. I think I got the most things today. I feel guilty. Ooops. But yeah, it was fun. Burger King especially!
Okay, then i got back at close to 7, and totally forgot there was rosary. So, yeah. and I was late. Maan, they shuffled the Sec1s again. No more Rochelle! So, I can't talk to her about school...Oh wells, we got Ashley at least. She's nice. And useful and proactive, unlike SOME people. HOHO. and then after we were done with second cycle. We had a game. You were supposed to do charades and act the person, who's name you picked out of the box. Funny, man! And thank god for me, I didn't have to go up! Cause I wouldn't have known what to do. I mean how do you act out lizzi? (VJC, retarded much?) And the forfeits for the rest of the people were funny! I tell you, I'm so going to get abs from laughing. REALLY! and after CL, I got Suuu's message, about laughing nonstop. And then only did I remember the CPR thing, and I was laughing. HEH!
To sum up today/yesterday, I was high. On I have no idea what. Really! and I had greattt fun! HOHO!
"i'll just smile and say your useless!"jaime.the sociologist.
p.s: i don't exactly like this post, but you get the point(=
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
♥ 6:06 PM
the last time i posted was openhouse.
such a long long time ago.
exams are over, finally, HURRAY!
time to rest and relax.
and time to fuss over the other important things in life.
let's hope its easier than studying without life support by my side.
i bought presents. i feel achieved.
yay! exams are over.
the dream has begun. almost.
i need to pass through a few more barriers first.
WOOHOO. countdown!
wheeeeeeeee. HOLS HOLS HOLS!
CAMP CAMP CAMP!
omg! camp! can you say fun?
remember camp of '06?HOHO.
pure enjoyment and laughter.
and embarrasment.
but that's not the point!
its funn mann!
now, i can go watch tv for all i like AND bother people to no end(:
BOTHERING ROCKS, USELESS PEOPLE SUCKK!
hehhh. and i want to go out and critic doors again!
criticing doors = fun!
YES IT IS. and and and i want class outing to ECP!
ECP is the bomb for class outings. i can substantiate my point through past knowledge from photos of other people's class outings.too much lit and history.
so much for not remembering the things during the exams.
training is going to be a toughie. i hope speed means 200 and 400s. i prefer that to super long kms.yes yes please.
OH AND GOLF CAMP AND PGA AND CL CAMP AND INTERVIEWS(please!) AND CIP AND AND AND TRAINING. a holiday as such is simply filled with laughter and joy and no time at home. HURRAY!
OH, How i love the holidays! i want to go examine doors! its very very fun!!
i want to go outt! i want to go to east coast parkkkk! so funn!
i want to play play play. no study, no books. just play!
and sleeeeeeeeeeep. sweet sweet slumber.
oh and we have science project too. OH COOL.
holidays come holidays come. report book, go away!
Red and Orangee! steph and michelle will get perfect boyfriends.
and jaime isn't that picky. but all the boyfriends and scandals shall be for j1.
now, its the time for us to play and play and play and did i say play?
refreshing mannnn. RE-FRESH-ING. i love post-exams.MUACKS.
victorianationalvictorianationalvictorianational, YEAHH MAN!
i'm a door critic and i'm proud of it.i'm a revoulutionary, not a murderer!-barber in just lather that's all. shrinking world is a result of msn. HURRAY. inference skills are to be kept in the textbook!YAYYY.
"nothing here looks remotely comfortable"jaime the door critic(:
&when will you take me away on a balloon?