Thursday, August 31, 2006
♥ 9:30 PM
today was teachers' day celebration.it was okay..
after school we went to visit primary school.ooh...i miss those days soo much.anyways.moving on.we went to primary school hall and took LOADS of pics.hehe.WHEEDOO.fun pictures.yeaa.
then we went to cine to watch the devil wears prada.hehe.its good.all about chasing dreams and all.well that's how i see it at least.oh wells.
i rushed back for tuition then i have been online since.anyways. i really don't feel like going out tomorrow.so i wil study.hard.oh wells.
i must do well.i will reach the top without pushing anyone down.i will. i will try.i will.I DEFINITELY WILL!and i'll get myself out of the ditches.life is getting better but it isn't at its best.
oh wells.hols are here.time to play.WHEE.
okay i'm off to do something else
I LOVE YOU GUYYS.well most of you at least.
take care my sweethearts,
jaime.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
♥ 7:49 PM
OOH.
term wrap up.
I LOVE NATIONALS.IT WAS A HELL OF A HEAVENLY SEASON.LOVE THE TRACK TEAM.LOVE THE TRACK.JUST LOVE IT UPSIDE DOWN.
exams were suckish.average or worse i would say.
emotional.hmm.weird topic.i have no comments at all.pass.
friends.ups and downs. i love my dears.
school.i love geog an science.they are things that finally have sense knocked into. lit's cool too.its better than chinese right?school wasn't half as fantastic this term but.HECK.
social.nothing changed.
changes.baah.too many.far too many.
haha.
SO THE BEST THING THIS BORING TERM IS TRACK.WOW.OH WELLS.
next term's only 4 weeks.i'll be playing once its over.going out.going walk.going play.going publictransport-ing.going to invade people's privacy maybe?haha.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
♥ 7:13 PM
OH MAN.today's training was a REAL killer. i'm aching all over.the last time training made me this tired was eons ago.aka. last training before nats, that means the training on tuesday of the eleaning week.geez that seems so long ago. haii. and yet time passes like so fast.how ironic.THE IRONICITY!aiyoo.really.i am aching, like shit.man. this is horrible.ouch all over.at least there's no shinsplint.phews. but still very tired.ooh.
today is the unofficial last day of the term.REJOICE!
the hols is going to be pretty packed.man.
friday- out.
saturday-nothing as yet
sunday- private engagements
monday- nothing as yet
tuesday- lit rehearsal
wednesday- out with mich
thursday- studywithmich
friday-cl
saturday- cathecism and lit rehearsal
sunday-golf.private engagements?cl!
oh packedness.tiredness.wheedoo.whoa.
oh wells. today was average.training was not.that's all i've got to say now.teacher's day is tomorrow.i need to get stuff done.yay!JOYY.hurr.oh wells.adieu-
the tired jaime still loves you.
take care dears,
jaime.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
♥ 4:58 PM
man.
today was a better day.
i am still slacking.
and the world is still not perfect.
but it will never be.
but yea.
stress; there isn't much
cluttered much?yea.
there's too much to do.
but just too little time.
there's so much we all wish for
but they're just too far.
nothing seems like the way they were anymore
don't you agree?
i suppose you won't.
cause you see everything as perfect as can be.
your life may be everything think it is
but it's not. too bad.
okay.i'm crapping.i REALLY MUST do my work.NOW.
i REALLY have to.URGH.get me off.i beg of you.
okay anyways...
i'll come back soon.just gotta finish
IRRITATING math and HORRENDOUS chinese.
then i'll go do BEAUTIFUL science and WONDERFUL lit
and maybe even AMAZING GEOG.
yeapps.that's all. for now.
there are hidden truths, but they're hidden for a reason.
oh wells.
take care.
jaime.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Monday, August 28, 2006
♥ 10:02 PM
might i like to remind you of birthdays in september.
0409- joncher
0609- pris
0809- clouds
0909- jovita
1109- courtnayye
1209-ME,venetia
1609- jade
1809- mummy, melanie
2009- andrea
2509- yeewern
2909- minyan
is that enough yet?
there are more i'm sure...but i just can't remember sorry gals.
MYGOODNESS.
i tell you.the poseurs in this world.tsk. too many. too serious.un-salvageable.
they just do thinks because its what the majority does. and yet they are aware of style.
damn. where is the common sense in the picture duuddes.yeaaa.
anyways. its kinda easy to do something wrong.so yea.maybe we should just forget them.
i know i am going to as of now. my life is going to be perfect.
it already looks better.haha.
alrightees.now.about life.
it really is SO ironic ain't it?
everything we do is scrutinised
and everyone complains about everything.
yea. and when we do the right thing or good things
its either seen as hypocritism, something to get your status up, or not seen at all.
and the worse of all is when people ASSUME you haven't done anything and the final product is kinda actually done by them.
WHICH BY THE WAY IS NOT!
you guys have gotta be more observent as tanal says.
you gotta see the things around you.
i bet only 2 of the people i know realise something.
well maybe its cause you need to talk it out to realise it
and i only talked about it to them 2.
so yeaaa.
but still, oh wells.
perfect life.
got it.
optimistic approach
got it.
more rest.
NOW!
oops.
okay my dears.i really should sleep now.
sleep tight don't let the bed bugs bite!
JAIME LOVES YOU!
take care, sweethearts.
jaime.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Sunday, August 27, 2006
♥ 8:02 PM
this is the revised list.
1) a nice bag.kind of tote...but not bimbotic.
2) a new waterbottle. suck kind.
3) a new wallet.no comments.
4) a new pencil case.37d or billabong.
5) a vjc badge.no comments.
6) a jacket.bright coloured.
7) a converse maybe?
8) slippers.bright coloured too.
9) ankle socks. all colours.white especially.
10) a clear colour file.green prefably.
11) some stuff from gift-a-name
12) nailpolish. crazy colours.
13) a notebook.or maybe more.
14) a green school badge which would stop falling out.
15) new bedsheets
16) something from the tanglinmall toy shop. the really cool one.prefably wooden.
17) froggie,fishie, birdie thingies.keropi or hellokitty would do fine.
18) a nice pair of earings
19) a new phone.please!
20) hairties
21) hairbands
22) more books by sophie kinsella.(i have confessions of a shopaholic)
23) cds by nice bands.ask me.
24) everything above and more.
from 36 to 24. that's a third less.
haha. i still want the other things.
but i want the things from here!
haha.and i don't mind repetitions..
just not too many.
like 10 of the same thing.yeapp.
jaime loves you.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
♥ 6:50 PM
OOH.and in coordination with the 16th day to my birthday.i shall post a list of things you can buy me/i would like.
1) a nice bag.kind of tote...but not bimbotic.green prefably
2) a new waterbottle. suck kind.
3) a new wallet.no comments.
4) a new pencil case.37d or billabong.
5) a vjc badge.no comments.
6) a jacket.bright coloured.
7) a converse maybe?
8) slippers.bright coloured too.
9) ankle socks. all colours.white especially.
10) a clear colour file.green prefably.
11) some stuff from gift-a-name
12) nailpolish. crazy colours.
13) go out with all my loves.haha.
14) a notebook.or maybe more.
15) a green school badge which would stop falling out.
16) new bedsheets
17) something from the tanglinmall toy shop. the really cool one.prefably wooden.
18) froggie,fishie, birdie thingies.keropi or hellokitty would do fine.
19) a nice pair of earings
20) a nice new friend.can't you tell i'm bored?
21) ooh. some people to conference with.
22) a new phone.please!
23) a shorter busroute to vjc.
24) a good lit play
25) hairties
26) hairbands
27) more books by sophie kinsella.(i have confessions of a shopaholic)
28) help sucessfully those who come to me for help
29) a beautiful life
30) really good results.
31) really good running
32) really good cl
33) really good leadership
34) really good friends
35) get there and have a great 4 years there
36) cds by nice bands.ask me.
37) everything above and more.
OOH. 37. yeap. uhhuh. there's alot you can choose from dears.
i tried to make it as un-crappy as possible.
i know there are some things which are impossible for you to give me but hey.can't a girl dream?
okay fine maybe i didn't really try to make some un-crappy.
yeap.anyway.yeaa.so yeaa.
GET ME THE THINGS FROM ABOVE okay?
haha just try.anyways...jaime still loves you guyys..
HAVE A GREAT WEEK AHEAD!
jaime.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
♥ 6:29 PM
yesterday...
catclass was more sucky than usual.that i reckon means TERR-I-BLE.yeap.it was so super noisy.like why can't some people just shut up for once.not that i really like cat class or anything.but how can you just yabber on and on and on.i used to do that...but i find that i really shouldn't have done that.oh wells.skip.skip
dinner at subway-lido.subway melt.spanking!my mum bought me a new watch. wheedoo. supposedly for my birthday present but she was going to buy me a watch in the first place.oh wells. it's greenishblue like my specs case.its square and its casio OH and it cost $49.00 its kinda cheap.hrm.oh wells.mummy bought me jeans too.wheedo.its expensive.oops.oh wells.yay. oh and i have she's the man and goal cds.wheedoo.yesterday was a nice day but i suppose cat class HAD to balance it off right.i mean charlene's cool and everything but i can't stand the stupidity in action.its waaayyy to stupid.yeap.
today.family mass.hrm.nothing much.my brother was flirting...guess what?he's 8+.haha.scandal man.oh wells.yeapp.then we came home.or rather to amk ave 4 to buy stuff then home for lunch where we watched goal the 1st cd.it really is quite inspirational.yeap.
golf.man...i'm never in the good hitting mood.especially today.man. BAHH.now i'm home and typing.wheeeeeee.dooooo.oooh.its 4 days more to holidays.whee.yeap.that's it.there's school tomorrow.i hope it'll be a significant and enjoyable day... hopefully better than the pass few days/weeks. i'm going to ask hillaryk for help...haha. but i would be no doubt intruding. DAHH! this sucks.big time dears.paah.
i will study hard for endofyear.i need my money mummy.mummy says top3. i think she's mad.oh wells. i'll just study hard.yeap. ooh and there's training too. let's hope the long run is not really long. but i like training cause nobody really cares what you do. they don't ever care much how you run. everybody is the same and yea. unlike in class where i don't know actually.it just seems really different when i am training. oh wells. anyways.its a new week. and i'm determined to make this real short week good.
yeap.so my sweeties.i gotta go now...
jaime loves thy darlings.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Saturday, August 26, 2006
♥ 11:55 AM
WHEE.
yesterday's posts didn't get uh- posted.oh wells.
i tell you thurdsday was the best thing that happened this week.i swear.well i can't swear but..yea you get my point.
yesterday.okay i suppose.how can people be so clueless...oh wells.haii.anyway.cl.hrm.it was average.the story was aweinspiring.okay so i am exaggerating but oh wells.haha.lizzi said barry's the only one who doesn't look like the other two.haha.genes.remember the science lab stickers exercise?haha..anyway.training was okay.kinda lonely.at least there's joanna.oh wells.
yeap.today.hrm.not much yet...blog later.sooner or later.haha.can't wait.one more week of school day torture and i am off to holiday my days away.well not really.technically we're all going to TRY to mug.but that never happens.ditch that idea.haha.okay.so...yea.i'm waiting for hiko to come online to send me the math hw.hehe.
okay, dears.Jaime really loves you all!
TAKE CARE SWEETHEARTS.
JAIME.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Friday, August 25, 2006
♥ 11:45 PM
DAMN. the last post did not get posted.arff.suckie blogger.oh wells.
yesterday afternoon was fantastic. no need for elaboration.
today was normal.cl was okay.i had a break at least.training was long run again.moderate i suppose.
3 lines.record of shortness.anyways.if i'm pissed when you see me again. i'm sorry.i really don't mean it. but its just that people seem to be making my life so um boring everyday.oh wells.i gotta sleep its 23.44 now.oh wells.
i will not complain daryl's story makes me feel so complain-y. oh wells.jaime still loves her darlings and her lights.
jaime loves her dears.
most of them at least.
TAKE CARE DARLINGS.
JAIME.
one month and 2 weeks(approx. 45 days), till the finalyears are over.i can't wait.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
♥ 8:08 PM
i'm sad.i really don't know why i'm not enjoying school. like i'm just trying to run away from it.lesons yea, good..i want to go ahead in life right?but other than that is like a chore.and my satisfaction is talking to sulin?i'm pathetic man.baah.i need a life seriously.SERIOUSLY.man.i'm
far too pesimistic,but then everyody is sad too right? i need a life.sad.i feel so isolated in class.i'm weird i suppose.i need a change.something is making everything just fall apart.PIECE THEM TOGETHER FOR ME.would you like to be a dear?i need someone,anyone.just help me. many people may offer help. but what can they do?talk to me till my head goes sore.what's the point then. i want to run away!oh wells.
haha. tomorrow is going to be. it just HAS to.oh wells, cashless now.wellers.jaime loves you dears!
jaime is confuzzled.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
♥ 7:39 PM
OMG.
yesterday was greatness.
school.lit and science.decent lessons.yumms.fast forward.
after tuition, onlining.mich and i were bombing colin with questions.poor little thing.haha.oh wells.it was fun.i was talking to who again? can't remember very well.but was fun.i think i'm a little weird.fancy telling everyone i love them.diao i know.oh wells.i DO love my friends.haha. okay.
today was slackish.
lit and geog were pretty average.grades that is.kinda disappointed.nvm, there's final year right?oh wells. i feel extremely sad now.maybe sad's not the word.but ya.everything seems wrong.not really good grades.frankly speaking not a rockin' school nor class.the only consolation is the track,the team.haii.i wanna change my school.but there are so many memories that will be left behind.haii.shang xin liang yi*.everything seems wrong.my friends aren't those that i would love till the end of my life.they're just those i'll be there for you till we graduate kind.not really the kind i'd like to have.haii.how i wish...well nothing's perfect is it. solving other people's problems for them makes me feel so fortunate.but then why do i feel so rejected and dejected.i wish that p3 would recurr.maybe i should change my attitude.but then it would be like not right. p3 was ever so carefree.well, everyone's searching for happiness, self-assurance and acceptance right? that's only partially correct.i just want to be happy.where everything is okay. days like yesterday give me this inspiration.i know that there will be more days like those.i really wish there'd be. haii.nothing seems to matter to anyone anymore.everyone just cares about how they are going to do, what people think of them and how they will make it to the top with a good impression.how depressing. i need to find someone who just wants to be happy and have a good future without the expense of others.what a sad life we all need?
MICHELLE NEO HUI CHIN dear. i believe in a better tomorrow in veejaycee.lets do this together you and i. we will succeed and finally feel happy.haii.this is the life we lead, of sadness darkness and sin. is there anything we can do.
on a happy note.its just a week away to the hols where i can get rid of my annoyances and just fly free.oh the beauty. then its 4 weeks and then its the hols.then working your butts off and then exams, hols,term,hols,4 weeks,hols. and then VEEJAYCEE!wheedoo!
jaime loves you dears and darlings.(=
forever and ever baby.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Monday, August 21, 2006
♥ 10:09 PM
I ABSOLUTELY NEED TO GO OUT TOMORROW.okay so maybe not absolutely but yeah. i wanna go out. have some fun. i haven't had that yet.i just glued my eyes to the computer to the screen.how fun.oh wells. i want to PLAY. sorry i'm penniless...can't go watch a movie or nothing. damn. i don't mind going to some random plarground to play...or like go and play netball or soccer or something...ANYTHING.no thank you to shopping or any girly stuff.i really don't feel like it. i want to PLAY!haha.yes!i am SO pestering everyone tomorrow.I.DON'T.CARE!cheheee!i want to GO! TOMORROW!yes.so you had better say YES.or i'll smack you.haha.yea. no girly stuff, no neoprints, no money stuff.just plain free fun.where you run around and go mad.easy nuff?
oh wells.call me/message me if you want to volunteer!
p.s. there is no cip...too bad :p!
loves, jaime.she's desperate!
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
♥ 7:55 PM
today was an average day.
there was training! finally! it was okay.we went to j8. where are all my friends when i need them man.i was looking for someone to buy me a drink and send me back in a bus/taxi.haha.kidding lah.it was really quite impossible.oh wells.wasn't putting much hope on it anyway.haha.
so today wasn't that extremely irritable days...but i was deciding that it was a good day and i was going to pay attention.you know for veejayceeeyepee.oh wells.but i doubt it will be easy.sigh.but if they can do it so can i.right michelle?haha.
okay bishan library opens in september.2/9 to be exact.i am so hanging there.STUDYING there.oh man.no way.i'm never brining myself to it.bahhs.(sulin, the sheep!)haha.okay.so science is good!i liked it all along.and geog!oh they rock.fun subjects no?lit is nice too.but chinese sucks.english is boring and math is stupid.except for those terribly weird questions those are fun.history is plain long.study for so long.hrm.oh wells.I LOVE MY SCIENCE AND GEOG!haha.i'm weird.i don't like being weird much.but i really CAN'T help it.REALLY!
49 days to my ultimate paradise.where i rest a while then i study for veejayceeeyepee.sorry i'm terribly obsessed.oh wells.off to do geog since everyone is going offline and leaving me alone and lonely.haha.okayy.sayo-
loves,jaime!
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Sunday, August 20, 2006
♥ 4:51 PM
okay maybe i was to expressive.
oh wells. I don't care. i am going to watch movie this week.
and i am going to some place with those scary things so I can SCREAM all my problems away.scream all that frustration out.
yeapps.denise is really nice to talk to over msn.like mich, jloong,npg and interesting people who i don't know at this point of time.haha.yea..
nothing much is up now.bbut yea...uhhur.call me if you would like to watch a movie anytime this week except for friday.other days also might not be free but no harm trying right?
okayy.loves.
jaime.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
♥ 4:11 PM
oh gosh.so pissed i tell you. so pissed.
i shall not elaborate.
I NEED TO GO OUT TO WATCH MOVIE!even though i watched click yesterday,oops.WITH MY NPG!MICH;THE TEMPORARY NERD!JLOONG!CELESTE!MYDEARHIKO
and YEEWERN!okay weird combi.well maybe not all at the same time and not just the few of them but ya.i want to watch lakehouse,the breakup, my super ex girlfriend,the ant bully, monster house.that's alot of money isn't it.
and i also want to watch goal,cars.yea.there are many more..but i just can't think of them now.
pissing things.maybe i just need a break.cause it really sucks.about that chr analysis i did with someone.like these people...i don't even see them anymore, just their flaws,flaws,flaws.they can't see that they are the things they complain about others.okay so, maybe i'm hypocritical.but still.i can't beat you to be being irritating and obnoxious and self-centered.i'm really pissed.won't you take the hint(s).so childish i tell you.i really can't bring myself to tell you directly in the face.sure, i have done it before...but i knew more or less what the outcome would be, and it wouldn't be fatal.so i suppose to get out of this ditch and out of the suckyness in this present day to day activities i am trying for veejayceeeyepee.i'm real sorry my seniors and juniors for the things i won't be able to do though i said i would do.but i really can't take it any longer.sorry those people i would be abandoning...but i really need a change.haii.
okay.so maybe i won't get in. but then trying for it makes me feel like i'm not loyal...which is not true...i'm just not comfortable in the position i am in now.oh wells.
yea.okay so today we were at debbie's house the whole morning...it was boring the hell out of me...haha.well almost.rachel was funny, and pris was nice, as usual.she said she was tired but i think somehow she's sad.oh wells.everyone is right?
another note to the pissing someone.would you stop trying to be someone you're not. i usually don't care if people aren't being who they are or copying my ideas and stuff...but its pushing the limits...i've never seen anybody doing it so much and obsessively.PLEASE.grow up.develop your own sense of style and personality.and don't be a double headed fickle person.sure.i'm fickle with my feelings for my friends(irritating and all) and all.but usually that's in the fit of anger.oh wells.its your life and its how you live it...at the end of the day its YOU that feels all the regret.not me.when you die everyone won't remember you for anything if you aren't yourself.they just won't be able to remember you.
okay.sorry.i'm freaking pissed.constantly pissed, frustrated and irritated.oh wells.all clouds have a silver lining right?in every hurdle in life there are some pleasures and new things gained right?
oh wells.
every cloud has a silver lining;jaime
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Friday, August 18, 2006
♥ 6:09 PM
ohman.
we did terribly for maths.1/2 did well...or so i think. what's wrong with all of us. its so sad...even caroline didn't beat their highest.sorry i have this thing against 1/2 and math cause we were given a not so responsible teacher, so yea...and we are all flunking and all.real sorry.but really.our teacher is like oh i don't feel like teaching today so you all go and put up the stuff. then i was thinking, sure we had little time but still...what a piss off.
aiya.nevermind...there's always the final years...but if our teacher isn't very good...what's going to happen?oh wells. we've all just got to wait, work and see.
today was an okay day.sitting next to hillary was a great experience.talktalktalktalk,PULL,"WHERE?!?"haha nothing.
so fun.i'm kinda getting really bored of school.i wanna a change of school.well maybe i'm not serious but ya.veejayceeayepee.yess.that's good.yepps.
history-okay
ep-boring
recess-disappointed
english-fun
science-time passed really fast.
math-bleh.
okay that's my day...i'm going to try to watch click.yepps.okay...goodbye for now(=
professor jaime.is.bored.
apples froggie maria tan
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Thursday, August 17, 2006
♥ 5:12 PM
yay!today there was chacha. we learnt hip hop there too. i dislike hiphop from past experiences and present experiences.yes.but i ABSOLUTELY LOVE chacha. i think when i grow up i will do many many things.
1)join red cross
2)finish my ballet(i wonder if its possible)
3)be a latin dancer
4)be a jazz dancer
5)learn guitar more in depth
6)continue tracking
7)learn latin
i shall think of more soon.cool eh? okay anyways.musica viva came.it was just FANTASTIC.coolness on the double!yay!there was geog today.FUN! I LOVE GEOG!I LOVE SCIENCE.I LIKE LIT! math is boring.teehee.okay fine maybe it isn't but i don't have the same passion for math.well, well.
i got three letters today! the fruit of my labour.haha.oh wells.i'm weird now.i was dancing the rain dance at the 3rd level staircase for no reason.how cool.how weird.
JOCELYN'S BOOK SAID OF COURSE!IT SAID OF COURSE! i was thinking,should i try vj ip.cause yanglin and i were hubbing on that, and it said OF COURSE!there's a pretty good chance in that.i shall try it again tomorrow.muahaha.(=
i am getting increasingly weird by the minute.oh no.yesterday i had nice long chat with michelle. similar to those we used to have. it was like heaven.mich i'll join you in vj next next year.i will.and i'll bring jocelyn and gen along. and we'll go to town again.
yeap.secondary school has too many problems.run with me, away from here, away from all the sadness and depression.its like its always our fault.the teachers are never wrong no?and everything has a certain affinity with me. all the problematic things seem to descend on me like way too often. why me?but it is good in a sense that i can handle the problems.after all the practice that is.poor girls.poor friends.poor darlings.poor ones. there are many things of which i cannot stand anymore,but i only hear myself screaming silently somewhere in my heart.its so frustrating.like everyday its the same old regime.and everyday i get so agitated.but yet everyday i am concealing the fact that i hate the way many things occur just hate it.and i hate it that my friends are so far away.sure,i have friends near to me.but i miss those other friends.haii.
i need help. but doesn't everybody?
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
♥ 4:35 PM
CAs are over. yay!but we're all hell depressed.
I HATE DETEST DESPISE LOATHE ABHOR AM ANNOYED BY CHINESE.GO AND DIE LAH!
maybe not depressed but ya. half the class failed math. i am NOT kidding.urgh.ya. must start mugging soon.haha. like that's ever going to happen...oh wells. i feel so bad. ohman. i did so badly.can i take a re-test.PLEASE!!ahh! i want to redo, turn back time. urgh.
oh wells.what's over, is over.just study harder next time round lor. aiyah.tomorrow there is chacha! yay! friday no cl! baah! oh wells.
tuition later.how ironic.oh wells.i hate cas.go and die! oh wells.
sorry, i'm not usually so uh weird. but the cas are really pissing.yupp.
i think i'm a tad bit too weird.
OH OHOH! lizzi ordered the picture for me. she's crazy.as i said before i DON'T like him no more. aiyah. i'll give the picture to her cause i know she has some use for it still(=and then lizzi said something about joining p.a. because of a person.NO WAY! i don't think it'd be fun if i was doing everything because of someone else.no way.
ohmygosh. like there are so many people who are like so hypocritic. one minute they say that what i am doing is wrong, and the next minute...they tell me to go and do it. like what's your problem lah. i'm really kind of sick of people. i need a change of friends.oh wells.
yanglin owes me a letter.haha.lala owes me a letter.marrissa owes me 2.jloong owes me 1.maybe not...oh wells.
yepps.that's the 911 on my life now.or at least an abstract of it.(=
loves,your dearest and most loved apple(=
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Sunday, August 13, 2006
♥ 7:27 PM
okay. yesterday...
hrm. i was DESERTED in cat class. i sat next to emily. quite fun really.haha. mummy came back! yay! i have new nike shorts and adidas vest. fbt COLLARED shirt and 2 other t-shirts!yay!haha. pris...i know your dls!!haha.(=.*jaime is evil, yes she is*but she revenged by uhh not going out with me.BLEH.oh wells. back to my story. then we went out for dinner to this real classy or whatever you can describe it as place. next to the trader's hotel(beside tanglin mall).it was like real cool there were like mirrors that reflected all over and it was real dark and they wrote the menu on this HUGE chalk board, which of course, i couldn't see. but they had the menus...and nothing i read went in so, my mum ordered for me. so we went there for my dad's friend's birthday party. my dad and his 3 bestfriends always do this. so ya. and like i was all alone. my brother was with the birthday person's son and his daughters were like together and the other friend's sons were like together, and the last friend didn't bring his son, but it would have made no diff. to think that one of the girls is a sng tracker. haha. ohh and that sng girl remembers me...ying jing is it?
oh wells...so i got home at 12. sleep and then wake up this morning...rushed to find homily paper, rush to photocopy stuff.rush,rush,rush...that's all there is.sigh. today i HAD to do homily to get out of homily. i hope i get into p.a. and not get into like choir or art.PLEASE! debbie, claire,darren,rachel,fel or prema if you are reading this PLEASE don't put me in choir or art...and i would LOVE it if you could put me in p.a.(=yah. HOMILY(which i did) was like SHIT today. i mean...like my part..cause i was SO nervous and i was stuttering like mad.URGH!anyways...barry said something about wrong atmosphere.aiya...i don't know what is wrong...everyone IS trying their best what.hrm. maybe its cause we are trying our best in our own departments and like not together.so maybe ya...like we should be more TOGETHER...oh wells.
anyway...after church i went to cheers to buy kisses.again.haha.and ya.then we went to sit down in canteen. first with stephYEO,stephWEE,carol,roxanne, lizzi and kim.felt so awkward.then shaun and joncher joined...felt awkward still. then we were supposed to go out...which we did...but stupid pris said she couldn't.ahh...i was SO left out.at least there was roxanne. they were walking so fast...I JUST COULDN'T CATCH.but its better than other times...oh wells. i got home at 1.30 i sent roxanne home(=.more like my dad but yea.
i barely did anything and then GOLF.today started off great then it went like hell.so terrible. i'm never going to get my p.c AHH! oh wells.I saw the cute, adorable chloe and eliza.haha.they're so cute i tell you like SO cute. no i'm not les. they are like what 5 and 8 respectively...or so i guess. like...don't you find those p1s in year books cute?mayvbe you don't and are weird...oh wells.
then i went for a club sandwuch, some chye tao kuei and fruit punch and home we came...slcaked, bathed, online.okay...i got to go now...lit tomorrow.
loves,jaime(=
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Saturday, August 12, 2006
♥ 12:25 PM
okay.so i did lit for barely an hour.and i am coming online.I-AM-DEAD.I am so not going to pass like that. SO NOT GOING TO PASS!but i really can't get into the study spirit.HELL!
okay anyway.cl yesterday was hrm.okay. pre cl activities were, hard to catch...and guess what? i can't remember anything.AND.i lost the homily thing like twice...just hope i dont lose it.oh wells.i was deserted by marrissa and lissa, thank god for celeste.celeste was being nice.and cl-ers/cl-ians were being plain horny.yuckk.haha. oh wells.there's cl on sunday and then we change dept. i hope i get into p.a. but then again..oh wells.CL is is a confusing place.but apart from that i am fine with it.don't you love it too?oh wells.pris is nice.she goes for pre-cl activities...without her...i bet i would be dead...bored that is. haha.oh wells. poor girl. poor girls.
AHH! yesterday i screwed my chinese up, BIG TIME...i was falling asleep for crying out loud.ASLEEP!nothing got in. i was just copying blindly. and this is HELL 10percent.1-0, TEN.MAN.but apart from compre and um finish the sentence(wan cheng ju zi), it wasn't half as bad.oh well, but STILL bad.AHHH!!
i need to go do studying...but i just can't get myself to hit the books.its so frustrating. CONCENTRATE , FOCUS!!!okay.i think i gotta relax.everyone's telling me that...and i'm telling my classmates that. okay so i gotta relax and focus.good...seems easy enough. but it really isn't is it? ahh. i have to go offline. i really hafta! okay.
sayo-
jaime:)
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Thursday, August 10, 2006
♥ 7:37 PM
AHH! today was great i tell you PERFECT! except for the fact that i did not do MUCH work. oh wells. tomorrow is chinese. and i utterly DETEST it.DETEST DETEST it. oh wells.after exams darlings.we'll have our fun after exams okay?this time all of us.ALL.haha.fun.so we must persist, and then we can PLAY PLAY PLAY PLAY! yeaH!haha...okay gonna bathe and study a little.
loves,jaime.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
♥ 10:59 AM
friends. tskk.either you have them or you don't.but sometimes its not what quite as it seems.oh wells, thrash thoe idiots, they are faking it.anyway, its not affecting me in any way...its just well fun to blog about weird things like this.
today is goig to be really fun.US.sadly one of us, had to pull out.shoot.oh wells. still fun and hopefully productive as well.yeaa.haha.okay..okay...i had better go and study now/soon.so sayonara.adieu,byebye,zaijia,bAibAi,adious...
loves,jaime.=)
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
♥ 8:39 PM
SCANDALOUS.SCAN-DUH-LUS!
thats a word that appears in my mind oh so often recently. this comes with changes i suppose. like nobody is ever scandalous in primary school. but look at now.oh wells.
i got the string thing which is actually called "Scoubidou" and the click five cd. yays.
oh wells.talking to lissa now.yea...waiting for other people to call me.*hint hint*haha.okkay.um yea. tomorrow is going to be soo super funn.yea. productive as well.
we are going to be a tight clique yea!haha...
oh wells. celeste is here now...so goodbye for now...
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
♥ 10:21 PM
these are the things i want to do
1.join red cross
2.get the redcross hat
3.get my braces done
4.go for training
5.have the exams over
6.go neoprinting
7.go crazy
8.take nonsense pics with people
9.go study at some library tomorrow
10.sleep early.
11.scold people
12.annoy people
13.poke into someone else's personal love life
14.watch a matchmake(courtesy of US)
15.watch a breakup
16.get new stuff
17.get a life
18.bother people
19.convince them that i am injured enough not to go for practice, but okay enough to train
20.not say byebye to sec4s=(
21.get class shirt
22.get our plan going
23. get all our plans going
24.throw tomatoes at somebody
25.tell more "fun facts" to people
26.get into p.a.
27.have better friends
28.get more allowance
29.i like 29.yay!just the no. nothing else.now thats something i want people to know.
30.let the world know that i am not psycho(maybe i am)
kinda random, don't you think.but these were what came to my mind.so its not exactly my fault.
here's another list
i want
1.the hat
2.a new watch
3. a new hp
4.to be disciplined to do my work tomorrow
5.MY MUMMY
6.braces on
7.a nEATER ROOM
8.that kaeru bedset
9.hellokitty and keropi things
10.to go snorkelling again, and watch the private life of those adorable little fishies
days i cant wait for.
1.12th september(my birthday)
2.16th august (last day of CAs)
3.31st august( last day of term3)
4.13th october(marking day, aka exams over!)
5.27th october(last day of school!)
6.12th december(dental)
7.25th december(christmas)
8.23rd september(my torture would be over!)
9.end-of-august("posting" of departments)
10.mid-august?(training starts!)
that's all i can think of.
lists and lists and lists ain't that fun?
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Sunday, August 06, 2006
♥ 1:22 PM
aiya.the morning's activities were, kinda boring. cause i had like NOBODY to talk to.aiya.i like dancing, but free dance.not structured step by step dance,that's as fun as memorising history.because you have to learn and memorise the steps in sequence and order.like memorising the events that happened in history,must be in sequence,and learning the steps would be compared to remembering details of the event.terrible terrible.i prefer geog,science,lit and math.and NEWYORK/CHACHA. sure there's a sequence but its just a after b.its like remembering who is the person in front of you for register no.s. that's all. but i suppose learning is fun when the stuff is easy.but neither history nor morning's activities are/were easy.sure there will be easy history topics and i have newyork as an example...but, you see people think harder things look nicer...but its a like one second thing, so i don't really see the connection.oh wells.its not you, and everybody is different. I think my shin splint is there. is that a good enough excuse?I HAVE SHIN SPLINT.HURTS LIKE MAD.CAN'T EVEN RUN PROPERLY.CAN I QUIT?haha. i seriously doubt.oh wells, training's gonna start after cas.yippee!i'm going crazy.history time.(BLEH) oh wells.at least its kinda easy.i'm afraid of the not being able to answer question style thing.oh wellers.let's just have fun doing history, even though i think geog/lit/math/SCIENCE(definitely!) is more fun and is not so prejudice->accepts all the styles.haha.okay.history time,then golf(COURSE,it's all GREEN!!!)okay dokay.gtg now.
jaime hates history.
i wanna be free!
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Saturday, August 05, 2006
♥ 11:30 PM
OH MAN!
lissa was right, i need to get a life! i was messaging people to entertain myself...and there is History on MONDAY!!!AHHH!oh wells.at least i get to go to the course tomorrow. i've never been to a half proper one.NEVER.(=.can't wait.but i as usual, am not excited about the morning's events.mum's leaving for chonburi...aiya. i want my mummy! oh wells. studdy hardd then. COURSE! yay! i.can't.wait! actually i can, i'm just getting myself psyched...weird as usual.haha. someone give me something exciting to do!!! aiya.i want to go out.maybe i'll ask to go out on national day or something. hrmm.monday might have training!yay! i seem to be missing it.training was/is fun. well most of the time.but sec4s are going byebye! ahh!!! that's sad.no more superfast audrey.no more chingching.no more tabletennis siaotein and reca.no more funnyfunny shalom.no more sec4s!WHY? i rather have them then a few juniors.I WANT THE SEC4S MORE!!!!aiyah.oh wells, at least we have till like december.good luck sec4 seniors! study hardd!loves. still i want training...i'm missing training already...all too fast. oh wellers.that's how it goes!
I WANT MY TRACK.ILOVEMYTRACK...(don't remember saying that before...haha)
withdrawn.jaime.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
♥ 1:08 PM
BE BOLD, BE YOURSELF,DO YOUR BEST.
i get really pissed when someone praises someone for being someone other than themselves. at both the person who praises and the person who is not being themself. the person who is not being themself is usually trying to be a "somebody" but they don't become somebody, at best they fit into the crowd.they become a nobody.nobody, because.you know yourself best and if you are not being yourself, then who are you being?an idiot, a nobody.so why try so hard? then comes the praiser. the praiser would be encouraging the other to be an idiot and a nobody.why? i'm clueless.maybe they in themself want to be in a crowd so want others to look as dumb and stupid as them.oh wells.
you are given an identity,yet you don't use it, you don't flaunt it.instead you flaunt the things that shouldn't be. stupid people you see. it really is the fault of the society which is culturing young people these days to think like that.oh wells.
thanks for listening to my ranting.it isn't directed to anybody,its in general.and its not supposed to make sense either.haha.so yea.
okay.pre-cl activities.
aiya.i really want my ankle sprained.but it'll hurt and i won't be able to train when training starts.why don't they just disband the group...i doubt they ever will.sighs.my mistake.
cl
was okay.we got scolding from debbie for talking too much and some other stuff. i only agree with her on the talking too much part, other than that,i disagreed.i put my choices according to what i could contribute most, not where my friends were going.nono.so...i don't know.
our plan failed.like all of our other plans, it failed.haiiyaa.oh well, i got a new plan that might just work.but now i seem to have forgotten it,oh shoot!okay.brain blast.its back in my head.but the "victim" is a different person now.marrissa might be able to build on my idea and sidetrack it back to our right "victim". I'm not really looking forward to spending 1 and a half hour wuth a group of idiots whose purpose at cat class is to annoy charlene and get attention. no, not excited at all...at least there is marrissa and darrylin to complain and comment with about their idiocy and stupidity...that's pretty fun.well sure, not everyone there is an idiot, but most of them are.the girls are fine...except for 2. the rest either listen attentively or just don't play attention.i'm fine with thta, because they are not distracting anyone.
gtg.seeyou later galls.
jaime.ranting.complaining.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Friday, August 04, 2006
♥ 5:44 PM
don't be afraid to be different. follow your style,heart and commo sense. sure, everybody may laugh.but then they won't be important to you.because the people who should be important to you are those that do not care about what you look like or what you do, because they like you for the inside.not for what you look like, what you do(not actions) or what you have.but for who you are and what you are inside.so straighten up. and be who you are. nobody's gonna laugh, not anybody who matters to you.
okay i'm crappy. and kinda nervous.why? i don't know.its a deja vu feeling of monday. when i was excited about lit for no apparent reason.aiyaa.oh wells.i have ta go now...quite reluctantly i must say..i prefer to stay at home doing history even though krishna and the subject itself is really quite boring.oh wells.dreading what i am to do, but waiting for the after!
i bid goodbye to thee(s)
jaime.(=
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Thursday, August 03, 2006
♥ 10:01 PM
OH MAN!CELESTE IS ABANDONING ME!!!I'M GOING TO BE SOOOO LONELY!!!just hope roxanne does not...this is bad.really bad.aiya.cliques, ah cliques.I HATE CLIQUES!they make the world go mad. if there's no cliques there would be no country border lines, then... everybody would be in harmony...aiyah.CLIQUES!!!get rid of them.its the challenge for the week. get out of that clique, and make the cliques be over. Cliques make people feel out of place.Why do we have cliques anyway? I don't know...we can just be one big group of people.But it would be very very hard.or maybe when you have cliques just make sure its not so tight so you can still mix free.urgh.
I'm not excited about pre-cl activities.but cl is good.so yea. PRE-CL, no good!I'm going to be doomed.AYE!!!aiyah.
OHMYGOSH! NEWYORK!!!cool.I like newyork.it's really nice. really good.better than chacha. guess what? we're gonna be graded.what if we're no good? oh wells.just do our best.OH.and yea.we had IPW....its OVER!!!yay...not really...but yea...happyhappyhappy.english is done too yay! i'm happy.aiyy...
history on monday leh.
chinese on friday eh.
P.S.: I just want to do well.i'm not trying to bve anything...so don't interpret the wrong thing.in other words dont be so literical.if there actually is that word.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
♥ 5:27 PM
okay. today was much better then yesterday. so oh wells.but still, not the best day ever.oh wells, one has got to be content with what one has.
yea.i missed those nice p3 days, and would give anything for them. wouldn't you?
so yea. i shall make the rest of this year as enjoyable as p3. i shall try. we were p3 then, we are 13 now. we've all changed, that's for sure...but still...there are still fragments that should remain.
oh wells.
now for reflections.
i remember those netball days.never liked the matches and the teacher's choices but i did love the game. it was great.because of external sources, it seemed all to bitter. but it was and still is a beautiful game. i wanna play. its fun. and it ain't no game for stupid people either. it has the tactics you have to know, and everything.
anyways. this is a public announcement...i do not want to be irritated any longer(irritated really isn't the word, but heck)
I DO NOT LIKE MY CRUSH ANYMORE.
thank you. please take note. yes, yes. it is true. haha. so silly, but yea. where else could i say it?okayys...gotta go now.
so-long.
jaime.or any of the nickies i've got.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
♥ 7:12 PM
aiyo.just kill me will you. just do it.
today was a horrible day to put it plainly.
firstly ipw is due tomorrow.and we're barely done.how? fail lor...like anybody actually cares.
and now. i'm pissed.and pretty scared as well. i really don't know what's gonna happen.die.die.
mrs khoo is right, i suppose...i think she is. haii. i really dont know what to do know. god help me. god help us.
how? HOW? can i go for counseling...i wouldn't mind.aiyo.i wish i was like the girl in memoirs of the geisha...water. overcoming every obstacle. thats what i'd like. i am being me. doing what i think is right...if its wrong, then fine. oh man...now every thing i do is going to be magnifyed a billion and one times.aiya. how am i to concentrate now. i need to think. i need to get out of this ditch. sucks. i could just be a bitch and go around telling the world about what i know. but that would be wrong rite? yea. it would be.
i'm confused.really really confused. i need help. help from god please. at least there's cat class tomorrow, which usually helps alot. i hope.
there's more than just what meets the eye...
jaime.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?