Saturday, December 30, 2006
♥ 5:21 PM
i feel so...frustrated.URGH.
seriously agitated and frustrated.
and i ask myself why.
why jaime why?
and i look at the book review and i know why.
and i look at the msn contacts and i know why.
and i look at my resume and i know why.
its just there to annoy you.true, but it pops me with tonnes of questions about myself, my abilities and my actions.
come on.you know what goes wrong, just imporve and do your best.haven't i tried hard enough?people who don't try do better than me!what's the point.
come on.you know what you want above all, and they follow you, what does that tell you?that i made a mistake publicising what i wanted maybe?
no, that its a great idea, and you're respected.haha, yheah right.DREAM ON.i'm so not respected and its so not a good idea.
but people tell you, you can do it.that's just encouragement, haven't you heard?
okay okay.just do your best okay and stop giving excuses, you have no idea what you're capable ofthat's only what they say.
its the truth, now shut up and tryokay okay, i'll try.
-and this self-conversation ends thanks to my mother who does not trust me-
"and i cry myself to sleep thinking of the injustice"jaime.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Thursday, December 28, 2006
♥ 8:31 PM
yesterday was great!
we had farewell.
it was really really really cool.
REALLY.
i went down at 5.30 cause i thought gen was coming at 515 and like i was kinda late already.but then i ended up being kinda early.and i was like, GEN! but nevermind.tyanne and jamie were trying to fill the bottles up. and then after they filled the bottles up, they put the into the deep end of the pool.they are soo evil can?haha.and then some floated up and stuff, so, jamie had to get them.yepp.and then lala and then the seniors came and we started playing games. the first game went like this. each group had to eat 10 items.the group that finished first wins.obviously, we won. but the food was kinda, seriously scary. there was ginger and mashed potato with chocolate and what not.and i was kinda scared, since i had food poisoning or whatever you call it the day before, soo, i was like.uhoh.so yeah.the food is okay i supposed, since i'm not lying in bed and throwing up at regular intervals.sooo, yeahhh. then we had charades, and we won, again.haha.it was funny. charades are always funny.right.
then it was foodie time.nat and mich assumed gen's position of not eating.tsktsk.they will become anorexic one day, seriously! haha.okay.and then they threw the seniors into the pool.siao tein didn't get thrown in though.oh wells.cause, halfway, the guard stopped us.and manda, jamie and doralyn had to go pick the bottles up from the pool.poor them.anyways, when we were about to open the sparkling juice, huiyun stopped us.so yeah, technically, we stopped.mine was half opened, meaning the seal was broken,yepp.and then shalom went on about her's was the original and the one i was holding was imitation, BECAUSE, hers was green, and mine was red.and i totally agree.green's gooood.okay yeah.so then after we drank the sparkling juice, it started raining.like bad.and then gen and i went nuts.and we collected water with the ladle to splash at aline. we kept splashing water at her.she didn't really bother though.OH WELLS.
then we took water with cups and splashed it at her face when she was talking to the sec3s.which was damn damn damn damn damn funny.cause she and teow chased us with pails.and mostly gen got wet.i was kinda dry.hehehe.and then it went on.and on. and gen had to go home, so she had to change. so i followed her, and we emptied the half-filled pails.HAHA! and thenw when we came back, they wanted to splash us, but could not, cause #1 gen was taking manda's car and #2 gen changed.so yeahhh.and then we were just hanging around, and then they( i dunno who) carried me and covered my mouth.so i couldn't scream.and carried me to the shower thing, cause the guard didn't let us go into the pool and got me drenched.it was damn funny.
and then gen went home.and i went home.
and then i realised that it was disco night.cause i kinda forgot when it was 8+. i wanted to ask gen along and then you know, we could like go and let gen have new friends.but then anyways,i realised ast 10+ and i was kinda exhausted.so i decided to stay at home and watch tv.haha.
yeapp.that was yesterday. i was laughing so much that i kinda was coughing.oops.but it was damn funny.oh wells. there's training tomorrow.BOY OH BOY! I CAN'T WAIT! and school's starting! EVEN BETTER! and cl's going to start soon again!wheeeeeeeee!i'm so excited.oh wells.time for dinner!
seeyou, and have a great day!
"buy only the original!"jaime.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Monday, December 25, 2006
♥ 7:15 PM
WHEEE!
christmas today.
i got
ROYCE CHOCOLATES
FAMOUS AMOS COOKIES
MONAYYE
LOADES OF FROGGY STUFF
A BAG
A WALLET
A COSMETIC BAG
A FLASK
A HANDPHONE POUCH
AND MORE TO COME.
taking care of those little kiddies was soo exciting and rewarding.they're just soo freaking cute!haha.and so not lazy.they cleaned my room for me.:D!
christmas is soo fun!there's presents and caroling and the little kids and food and happiness and and and funn!i love christmas!
GOO CHRISTMAS!I LOOVE CHRISTMAS!
school reopens in 8 days!WHEEE!
i can't can't can't wait.
i want to go back to school and study!
omg, and use those new books!
and that oh so cool study idea, thanks yiwen!
oh gosh.i'm so excited.at first i was just a little excited!
and then michelle's plan came into the picture and then i was more excited
and now with the other study idea, i am super eextremely excited.
but not prepared.oops.haha.i'm so strange.
soo totally excited but not prepared.
jaime is nutto.
nutto nutto nutto!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
have yourself a merry little christmas,NOW!
"i'm going to tease liana!"jaime.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
♥ 9:58 PM
to those people who have changed beyond recognition, and refuse to accept their past.
i pity you, and your past and especially, the people of your past.it is very horrid for one to do such a thing. waiting kills one's soul more than anything.and making someone wait for you, hoping and believing that the you of the past still exists, and waiting for you ever so patiently for your return is inacceptable behanviour.
INACCEPTABLE.highly inacceptable at that.to do that you must have much nerve and very little conscience and much less thought for others.people like these, should be vanished from the face of the earth in my opinion.or, they should made to wait. waiting should be their destiny.waiting for something that may never come. that should be their fate.feeling the wrath of those that were made to wait for them should be thrown in as well for these unforgivable prisoners.
okay.i'm crapping.
jaime the crappy.
jaime the blur:D.
that's me alright.
"and so i'm offering this simple phrase"jaime.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
♥ 7:17 PM
gawshhhhhhh.
i've been stuck at home for the whole entire day.
so siannnnn(that's the only word i can think of)
yeah.on the bright side, i might finish my homework soon!
YAY!JOY TO THE WORLDDD!
i hate math homework.
it kills!!!!!!!
must think of that beautiful house.
aunty phyllis' house.
i will become rich and famous.
i will buy that house, with all accesories attached.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.i'd like that.
and i'll invite all the cl people
and they can go ahead and drool on my carpet.:D
yeahyeahyeah.i just love that house.don't youu?
it's beautiful
okay back to work
"you're crazy! of course i am honey."jaime.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
♥ 11:13 AM
caroling was damn damn damn damn damn fun.
RE-ally RE-ally funnnnn.
and that house.
the big and oh so beautiful house.
i love that house man.
it actually is aunty phyllis's house.
when i grow up and
a)become rich and famous
OR
b)strike the lottery
OR
c)marry a filthy rich man
i will buy the house fitted with ALL the accesories and furnishings.
OH BEAUTIFUL HOUSE.
they had xbox 360 and ps3 too.
like coolness!
if i lived there, i'd never ever get bored, and never ever have to bother people to get them to say something!
gawsh and the bigscreen lcds!whoa.so nice!
i loove that house.
and the last house, aunty cecilia's house.
she bought ham and turkey and roast beef.
so so so so so so sweet of her right?
omg, the food was good.
and thanks to lizzi i had to stuff 2 pieces of turkey into my mouth.
it was good anyways.
and they had this cool bar counter thingy
and this reallly cool dog.
its supposed to be a really smart, actually the smartest dreaog.
it was a collie breed and his name was rascal.
so cute, omg!
and he was really small, even though he was like 56 years old in dog years.
gosh that's soo extremely superduperly coool.
okay i'm going crazy already.
we went to lizzi's and matt/jon tan/voo's houses too.
they gave us chocolates.ooh yumm yumm.
and lots of stuff.
it was totally coolness.
it was great in short!
and i think my gift exchange present should have been pink.
darn.should have really bought pink.
and then made sure i picked out a guy's name.
haha, and then wrap it in PINK wrapping paper.
that sounds like a present for ppj, more than anything.
oh wells.no choice right, since i already bought it.
oh wells.
through the years
we all will be together
if the fates allow
hang a shining star upon the highest bough
and have yourself a merry little christmas now.
"its lovely weather for a sleigh ride together with you!"jaime.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Sunday, December 17, 2006
♥ 5:56 PM
this quiz is from michelle.
i think its kind of incomplete no?
oh bother.its fun to do!
seriously...go do it, if you want to.
oh here's an idea.
i'll add on to the quiz one section of ten things....and i'll pass it on.
then if i tagged you to do it, haha, you've got to do it, and add another section...
for e.g, "name 10 people who you admire" or something...yeah.
Name 10 things you want to do before you turn 20 :
be an avid sailor
get a medal from some track thing
get a second earhole
get my eyesight perfected/get contacts
try my hand(legs) at dancesport
go clubbing
get my temporary-permanent tatoo on my lower back
be a scholar and super over-achiever!
get a boyfriend[after sec4 before 20]:DDD
learn the electone and french!
Name 10 things you want to own.
ELECTONE!
PERFECTO EYESIGHT!
DISCIPLINE!
A SAILBOAT!
TATOO ON MY BACK!
ASICS GREEN SHOE!
NIKE DUNKS!
A WHOLE LIBRARY OF BOOKS!
PERFECTO TEETH!
ELECTONE LESSONS!
i shall get 5 people to do this too!
sulin
xyz
fran
peijing
lizzi
:DDDDD i'm nuts!
"FA-LA-LA-LA-LA-LA-LA-LA-LAAAAAAAAAAAAA!"
jaime.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Thursday, December 14, 2006
♥ 11:39 PM
YAY!WE SHALL HAVE A KINDY REUNION!
ALL ARE WELCOMED.
IF YOU WERE IN MY CLASS.
TOO BAD ALYNNA, I TELL YOU, WE WON'T LET YOU FORGET THOSE BEAUTIFUL TIMES OKAY.
ITS NOT DUMB TO DO THIS.
MY FRIENDS ARE TRYING SO HARD, AND I ALMOST GOT IT.NEHNEH!
OKAY.CRYSTAL AND I SHALL ORGANISE.
BUT I WONDER HOW MANY PEOPLE WILL AGREE TO MEET...
OH WELLS.
IF YOU KNOW
CRYSTAL, ALYNNA, JOLYNN, SIHENG,JONATHAN, JAIME(ME), RAE, WEIROU,YISHI, ESTHER AND LEON
(THE PEOPLE ARE AS FOUND.IF YOU ARE NOT FOUND AND ARE IN THE SAME CLASS, PLEASE INFORM ME VIA THE TAGBOARD OR THRU MSN, IN WHICH, YOU HAVE TO ADD ME(:)
AS CLASSMATES IN KINDERGARTEN, PLEASE TAG MY TAGBOARD, AND TELL ME WHO YOU ARE, LEAVE YOUR EMAIL ADDY AS WELL, PLEASE AND THANK YOU(:
YOU ALL SHALL MAKE IT!
"omgomgomg happy!"jaime.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
♥ 11:07 PM
OMG DON'T YOU THINK THE "GUYS ARE GREAT ACCESSORIES" T-SHIRT IS HILLARIOUS?
i certainly doo.
here's a conversation that's based on it.
please take note, this is a conversation of 2 people who i will make up, and this conversation will happen in my mind.
SALLY: HEY MARY,YOU HAD A BEAUTIFUL ACCESORY WITH YOU THAT DAY AT THE DANCE.WHERE FROM?
MARY: OH, HIM? SINGAPORE.
SALLY: REALLY? YOU MEAN THEY PRODUCE THINGS LIKE THAT HERE?
MARY: HE'S ONE OF THE RARE ONES, I SUPPOSE.
SALLY: OH GAWSH, YOU'RE LUCKY.WHICH BRAND?
MARY: OHH.ACSI.
SALLY: YOU JUST STRUCK A GOLDMINE.THINGS FROM THERE EARN YOU A WHOLE BUNCH.
MARY: HAHA, YEAH.
SALLY: WHERE DID YOU BUY IT FROM?
MARY: OH, TAKA JEWELRY,IT WAS ON OFFER, THEY HAVE SJI, RI AND TONNES OF OTHERS TOO..
SALLY: COOL.WHAT KIND IS IT?
MARY: OH SPORTY, PLAYS LOTS OF SPORTS...
SALLY: YOU ARE REALLY LUCKY.YOU LIKE IT?
MARY: ITS OKAY, I SUPPOSE.BUT I'M PAYING A WHOLE LOT, HIDDEN COSTS...
SALLY: HOW SO?GOLDMINES LIKE THOSE, DON'T USUALLY GET YOU TO PAY
MARY: NAH, ITS REALLY POSESSIVE, IT'S EATING ALL THE TIME THAT I HAVE WITH MY FRIENDS...
SALLY: MAYBE ITS AN ACQUIRED TASTE, DON'T SELL IT OFF YET...
MARY: DOUBT IT.
SALLY:OH WELLS, THEN JUST TAKE AS MUCH AS YOU CAN FROM IT, THEN SELL IT OFF.
MARY: YEAH, I SUPPOSE.
SALLY: ALRIGHT, BYE MARY.
MARY: BYE SAL!
i'm real bored you can see.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
"she's always huh!"jaime.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
♥ 4:02 PM
i'm back from thailand.
the trip was...refreshing.
and i bought stuff...
yeahh.
i don't feel like elaborating.
extra baggage.
i soo agree with michelle.
i am using her plan.
omg, i feel so mean.
seriously mean.
oh bother.
not my fault right..
jaime's sooo mean...
mwahhahaha
but its really not my fault!!!!
its michelle's influence!
anyways.
OMG OMG OMG SOO ANNOYING!!
seriously...
wah lau eh.
soooo annoyingg.
omg omg omg.
extra baggage+extra ego.
suckayye!
this sucks.
i'm real sorry suuu that i've got to spoil your plan...
sorry sorry sorry.
so funny...we're trying to do the same thingg....
AHAHAHAH.this is super damn funny.
i'm talking nonsense today....
i was planning to rant about
extra baggage(200 bath,XD)
and smart alecks.
but i can't be bothered already.
hehehe.
"outright lie!"jaime.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
♥ 12:03 PM
yesterday's training killed me lah.
but then it was sprinting...so strange.
cause i remember, when i was bathing after training, i couldn't even stand properly.
now my muscles ache.
i could barely get out of bed this morning.
superr tired.
i woke up at 755 or 8 around there, cause my dad brought me to play golf.
i have a longg way to go lah.
i can't hit with the big heaad club thing, but i can hit with the 7 club thing i always use...
soo....
and i can't putt.
like from left to right.
i need to practice alot.
but for now, i need to sleep!
i just realised that super cool musical thing in church
is an
electone not an
organso now, i want to learn electone instead.
yes, i know, i'm really blur.
but i want an electone!
you can ship it to JAIME MARIA TAN'S HOUSE!
24 cactus drive
grande vista
okay that's not my full addy but who cares...
send it to me okay
you can send me a donation too.
donations and electones and other musically sophisticated instrumets.
thanks.
it should be donated to
"help-jaime-be-more-musically-inclined" fund
maybe, my mum will let me use my edusave thing.
i should study hard next year too...and then i'll get 1000dollahs!whee.
goo jaime go jaime!
i'm coming to get youu electone...!
"i'm going to be rich"jaime.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
Sunday, December 03, 2006
♥ 10:48 PM
DAMN.DAMN.DAMN.DAMN.DAMN.DAMN.
i'm missing day-of-fun cause i have to go to phuket.
i don't even want to go.
its not like i have anyone to talk to or anything.
i'm going with my brother and my cousin.
both of which are, i have no comments.
its not fair.
i told my mum that 12/12 i had something on already.
and she still went to book.
not fair okay.
my brother can go for all i care.
i won't mind staying at home.
because,
#1 i'll still be able to go for trg and not be effing out of shape
#2 i can still go for day-of-fun :DD
#3 i'll have time to go out
#4 i need my time to finish my homework
#5 i'll have the house to myself(my maid will be home, but what the heck.)
sooo.i'd really want to not goo.
i mean.DAY OF FUN!
i'm missing freaking day of fun.
it comes 1/365 days.
and i can't go for it.
i mean the one time cl is not just about work and stuff.
it'll be pure fun.
like you can just play.
so not fair.
why can't my mum choose another weekend to go.
i'm in favour.
as long as i don't miss caroling and light-up.
so that they'll stop complaining about me not doing anything productive blah blah blah.
not like my parents do
any church work right...
fine.i don't care.i'm not packing in advance.
let them nag for all i care.
my brother has the world to be excited about.
he gets to go on and have fun with a kid.
i have to go and talk to my mum?
do my homework overseas?
greeat.i'd rather do that in singapore...
and i can talk to my friends in singapore too.
not not not not not not not fair.
cause i said soo.
its not like we're going far far far away.
that, i wouldn't mind.to phuket and missing day of fun?
NOOO WAY.
over my dead body okay?
apparently, its happening man, wake up jaime.adults get everything they want...
they can order kids around, especially teens.
cause in cl, the kids kinda like order us around.
so its a losing battle.
great, let's all go on a protest and make the adults let us do stuff.
how about that huh?
sorry, i'm just kinda sad i don't get to go for day-of-fun.
it was just,so enterprising.
i really wanted to goo okayyy!
notnotnotnotnot fair.
i wanted to blog about my day today...it wasn't that badd...
but yeah.my happy mood's all down the drain.
another day maybe...i'm turning in early todayy!
i hope....
please let day-of-fun be postponed, please let me make it!"i'm destined to be dragged to places i don't want to be!"jaime.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?