Thursday, November 15, 2007
♥ 5:56 PM
Hello love,
I want to succeed, that's all.
I don't want to overdo things, I don't want to be overbearing, I want to just do enough.
I'm willing to work, I'm willing to try.
But I'm not willing to fail, and that is my biggest flaw.
You want to succeed too. I know.
You're trying so hard, I admire you.
Its the beauty of a determined.
I'm determined too, but there's just so many obstacles.
I'm so scared, I don't want to ruin anything so fragile.
We're drifting. We use to be bestfriends and what are we now?
The closeness is fading and I can't seem to know it anymoree.
I think we're trying to hard.
You don't care if you're not accepted, but I know, we HAVE to be.
I know there's alot coming our way in such a short period of time.
And I know there's lots of things we missed.
But friends don't care at all, they go through no matter what.
I want to be perfect friends, but still succeed.
We both want to do great things.
So, Let's do this together, and make history.
Hello love,
I know, we're drifting.
But you think closeness is all about secrets.
You're not doing anything to stop this.
And I just can't be bothered to do anything anymore.
Because I don't know if I want to keep this friendship.
And we're both changing, and I don't know who any of us are anymore.
Alot of things have happened without you.
Other people, other times, other things.
Now you know, but then nothing's changed.
I feel like its a wasted effort.
I feel like you don't care.
And I feel like I don't want to care.
But I can't, I care about everything.
I'm just worriesome, its my nature.
But you, you just don't care.
Everything's changing and I can't stay the same.
I'm becoming more in and you're becoming more out.
I don't like who I'm becoming, but who am I to say.
I've the same values and attitudes, it doesn't matter to me.
Yours sincerely,
Me.
"i'll train hard."jaime.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
