Saturday, October 27, 2007
♥ 12:35 PM
Red swollen eyes and tears of lost.Yesterday was the last day of school.
Three-quarters of the class cried.
We tried not to cry, we really did.
But, its really too much to take in.
We're leaving our home of 8 years, our friends who were there no matter what happened. The ones we've learnt to live with, the ones who've brought so much joy and the ones who we have known and loved.
Its really hard to drop it all and go ahead with my life pretending all this never happen and starting over. No, it'll be inhumane to do that. I really wish that I wouldn't go and nothing would ever change. But nothing's ever ceteris paribus. So why bother. But there's this bond between us. All my friends. I can't believe I'll never get to go for lunches after school with the same people. Never get to take 163 back from school. Never get to wear that Ij uniform feeling rightfully permitted to wearing it. Never again. Its really hard. And I really can't believe it. I really wish this was a dream because its too good to be true. These chances and these things that are happening to me now. On the surface. But on an emotional level. Nothing's right. Its confusing. And I'm more confused than usual. Its sad. And I really wish things wouldn't change.
Will you remember me?
Will I remember myself?Oh god, please don't take it all away. - Charlie Gordon
(And I'll never do flowers for algernon again.)I feel the same. Let things work out.
God help me. I'd really like to do well in the future, but I'd really like to keep this closeness still. Help me Lord.
Thank you everyone for eveything you've done for me over these 8 years. Especially my 2/1 classmates. Y'all mean the world to me. And I'm sacrificing my world for something new. I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I'm sorry. I love you guys, and I really mean it. I'd do anything to repeat this all again. Thank you, I'll never forget all of you. Never.
"I don't forget you, oh its so sad"-Avril Lavigne, Slipped Awayjaime.
everything changes. let me stay the same.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
