Saturday, October 20, 2007
♥ 12:24 PM
Results yesterday.
Pretty pleasantly surprised.
CIP yesterday.
It's good helping cancer patients, indirectly.
CL yesterday.
Spiritual sorts out your thoughts, but doesn't fix your problems.
Aye, I don't know why I feel this way. Its not like I totally flunked my exams and its not like I'm not happy with my results( which I'm really not that unhappy with, serious ) and its not like I'm being stressed to study or do anything since I'm currently floating. And its not like I know that the whole world is against me and is trying to kill my guts cause I'm friggin' hated just cause of the things I do. And its not like I'm still trying to make my choice and am still feelig confused, cause I've already (officially) made my choice. So, why the hell do I feel like everything's going to vapourise and this sinking feeling is going to break me. Sure, I'm gonna miss my friends and suree I'm not even sure if this is the right thing to do. But this is definitely no reason for me to feel so effing shit. Maybe its cause I feel like everything has to be ruined by something else everytime I have some hopes for something. But I really can't help it. Things just happen, right?
Aye, I am a happy kid. So, I should shut up about this. Pronto.
Let's be strength for the world and bring joy to the people.
This is the mission. Bulk up and let's go.
"Why is it so hard to be the person I want to be?"jaime.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
