Sunday, September 09, 2007
♥ 4:14 PM
A very solemn goodbye to the holidays. A very solemn goodbye to the often computer visits. And a very sad and unpleasant welcome to the whole bunch of studying that I have gotten myself into for starting to go to school in 2000. Pffsh.
Tomorrow is the new term. And I just finished my homework. I haven't studied. YAY ME!(: I am sooo dead. I want want want want to do well. And I just realised is that tomorrow, we're going to get our papers back. Oh Sh-oot. I don't don't want them back. Like not in a million years. Pleeease, I DONT WANT.:/
Now, we have to have to mug like crazy. Cause I'm so afraid that I'll screw up EOYs. And I really don't want that, do I?
DAMN. My table is a mess and my brain is synonymous. It is super confused now. Can you tell? Betcha can't. I will never tell Francesca anything anymore, because she confuses me more than sets my mind straight, thank you. I just want to sleep away every every thing. And sleep through the exams. Oh let everything be okay. Let love be everywhere. And my mind's going loco, greatttt. I need a confidanté who won't confuse me. I need to accept the facts. Acceptance, yeah right. Get a life Jaime, acceptance is a facade.
I am tired, and I have to go to school tomorrow. How is this rejuvenating? And as I've said before, one week of holidays is not enough. Take it away, let's go for it. Finish what we started, reach the end and collect a bunch of tears for regrets and fears. And then change the route. We're going to need apaptations. We're like animals, we adapt to survive. But those who don't, don't survive. I want to adapt well. I want to live it well. I want to be positive about this leap of faith. Is it so hard? Why I can't I trust the facts and the promises of all these big ideas? Why can't I? Its promising and it looks perfect, but there are always those little glitches at the little sides that you'll never see until you step in and aren't able to come out.
I want this Jaime, I want it. Go in, give it a shot and shut the hell up. Stop doubting. If you hate it, you just have to spread the love. Make it work. Its the things you make of your choices not the choices you make that make you the person you are. There is no victory without a risk. Take the risk, fall down and pick yourself up, feel that victory. Go on silly. You CAN do it. Now stop doubting. Have faith, have a great term and be positive. Treasure your moments and never look back. No regrets.(:
Let's go let's go. Take it away, forget yesterday. All the way, all the way. Just do it, don't look back, the future awaits.
"No regrets, no regrets?"jaime.(:
And have a great term ahead, loving everyone from the heart. :D
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
