Sunday, August 12, 2007
♥ 1:27 PM
I can't exactly say what I intend to say anymore.
Like everything I want to say is a sensitive topic or that it'll make me seem like something I'm not. So, I can't really say anything.And everything seems to be changing. And everything's changing in the reverse. In the opposite of what it used to be. Sure, I wanted it all. But, now. Its just different. But everything will change, its just a matter of time.
Fullstop. Enough. The more I dwell, the more it scares me. The more I dwell, the more I am distanced from what I'm desperately trying to treasure now. Enough. FULLSTOP.
I shall be more disciplined. I shall be more driven. This part of me that I always wanted to be, is still yet to be. Sadly. But, I'll work on it. Or at least I'll try. Rahh! JAIME, GET A GRIP OF YOURSELF! So, let's just try and work with the time we have left, yeah?
SOON it'll all be over, them books and studies. SOON it'll all be over, them days of dreaming. SOON it'll all get started, them days of stress and reminiscing. RIGHT.
OH. And Arielle's coming for SHINE JESUS SHINE! I gotta practice my lines! TAHAA.:DD!
Every thing happens at all the wrong times. When you want something, it never goes. And when you stop wanting it, it comes to you with open arms. Murphy's law? Why can't we stay long enough to receive what we want? Things things things. Life life life. Nothing ever seems to go the way you want it to. But lessons learnt! We grow wiser. We become more intelligent. We do less stupid things. Less stupid things, more justified things. YESYES. More justified.
"You are the dreamer, and we are the dream."jaime.
I was blinded. Blinded by your grandeur.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
