Sunday, July 22, 2007
♥ 3:02 PM
Dreams really do come true.
Now, I believe.
It was one year ago where I plonked myself before my laptop talking to michelle, about what I didn't like and how I wanted to get it all away. And then we came up with this plan to go somewhere new, somewhere exciting, somewhere where we'd all have a fresh new start and a new chance at things. And that was it. Our dream.
My dream.And now, one year later, where I still remember how far I thought the dream was and how unlikely it was for it to be realised. I'm here knowing that God's given me what I've been praying for. And I'm here faced with a choice. To go, or not to go. Its been something I've wanted so much for so long. But its something that'll define the next 2-4 years of my life. I really want to have a go at it. But I'm afraid. That I'll lack behind, that I won't do well. But I know that you really can't let fear get in the way of the pursuit of the things we want. And I think of everything I'll leave behind. All those friendships fostered, everything that I've worked for. But then again, everything I worked for, was for this dream. So, its a decision, I'll have to make.
While I haven't made my decision yet, I think that I'll probably go for it. I'm very sorry, my dear friends that I won't be there anymore. I never really thought I mean that much, and still, I don't. But I'll always remember all the times we've had in our hearts. And I'll always treasure you. Really. And, you know that you'll always have me here, just a phone call away. I'll still be here. Things will change, but ultimately it will. Its just sooner or later. Nothing stays the same forever. Really. I'm sorry for all the sadness incurred. Let's treasure the remaining time anyways.
OH. and I'm really sorry that due to some responsibilities we can't carry out plans as planned. I feel guilty. I'm really really sorry. I really wanted to go too. But yeah. Haii. Choices. I hope you all have fun, then.
"cause its reasons darling, you'll never know"jaime.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
