Monday, June 18, 2007
♥ 4:37 PM
Hey, yo! I'm back, as you might already have guessed.
Holiday was alright. And I say alright implying nothing more and nothing less. I fell sick during the trip. Let's see, I had fever, stomach flu, sore throat, cough and running nose. Not all at the same time, but yeah. Sick. Now, I've not entirely recovered yet, therefore, I'm not allowed to train. DAMN. I'm so going to screw nationals. Greaaat. The trip was interesting though. Interesting, not exactly, enjoyable. Okay, maybe relaxing and reflective. It was okay. That's all. I enjoyed the bus ride to Chiang Rai/Mae Sai though. It was really kind of long, but it was really nice and quiet and the scenery was quite the beauty. Interesting, might I say. Something to talk about at my interview. My interview is scaring the hell out of me. And now we'll all just have to pray for the best.
Can't train. Hmph. Can't train. Hmph. Hurrr. I want to train. Me no want to screw up my nationals. So, I should drink more water and sleep more. Camp tomorrow. YES! My highlight of the entire June Hols. Wonderful! I'm going to train. I swear, that I will train. soon enough. My homework! My time! Gone with the wind they have flown far away. Hurr. My homework is semi-completed. Oh, my surveys! Death to me, death to my school work. It feels good to be back home. But, home reminds me of the imminence of the beginning of school. And my interview. Sigh. I'm afraid, or rather, apprehensive. I want camp to come! But I don't want camp to be over and I really don't want to start school. And as much as I tell myself I want nationals to be over, I really really don't want it to come. Not now, when I'm this untrained and the unwell. No, siree. Gosh. This is taking too much out of me. I have to quit worrying. Its back to size 14 for me.(No, I do not wear size 14. Though, my mother reckons I will soon, at the rate I eat.)
Oh, and Michelle and I and all known people at this point in time have been rejected. *5 second pause*. We can't be bothered, that wasn't my life's work. My life's work will tell my of my crops. Gosh, I pray so hard for it. I wonder how things are going in terms of stuff I've missed. Haven't had the head to go find out. Will find out soon. End.
P.s. Donuts are the most heavenly thing that you can ever taste. Hmmm. Dunkin'/Mister Donut. Hmmmmm. Yummy.
"I find the strength to believe in me again."jaime.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
