Monday, March 19, 2007
♥ 9:39 PM
Retreat today.
I enjoy retreats. It was great.
No, it didn't have the extremely dramatic effect on me, well, nothing does, but it was great. I felt kind of refreshed after it. Strange but true. Oh wells. Through the retreat, i realised, that i'm very blessed. Or as michelle says, i have a very sheltered life. which is good. In my opinon at least. I remember during last year's retreat i had many things to say. this year, there was nothing. this is probably because of my focus or rather focuses in life at this point in time. And, I also realised, that i blame alot of things on myself, rather than on others. that is interesting, considering the fact that i complain so much. but complaining is fun...YES, it is!
today is such a realisingy day. haha. i also concluded that i cry only for the following reasons.
one being that i am frustrated and someone refuses to listen to me because they think they are oh so much better than me. two being that something or someone is being unreasonable. and three being injustice, no elaboration needed here right?
i feel so reflective today. HMM. wheee. i shall focus on interpersonal grievances, that is being upset not with the things around me but me. cause i won't hurt myself or complain about myself, since i love myself too much. HAHA.
yes. and i realise that i am an extremely happy person. YAY! and nothing seems to bother me. INDEEFEERRREENCE.(indifference) HAHA. yupps.
and lastly. i shall not be stressed. and i am not stressed.
"i'm your imaginary superstar"jaime.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
