Sunday, March 25, 2007
♥ 11:13 PM
i'm here to post.
i'm really happy our race today. our kacang puteh race, as sulin would say. we didn't even practice passing. just run and pass. and we were crapping and thinking of ideas to get out of it. so yeah, i'm happy with our performance! it was fun.
sph is finally over. no more cheering for 2 schools at once.:/ no more fun. RAHH. nevermind, wait for XC. the long distance shall train harder and use our secret weapon. yes we will strive and beat them all.RAHH. hyperactivity.WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
tomorrow is Elearning. jaime likes elearning, cause she can sleep in. yes. and she can talk to people online and *cough* skive.HEH. yes. i'm so slack. oh well. ONE. its one already. AHHH! what happens if my As, Bs and Cs aren't good enough. of course they are not! aiyah. so sad. oh well.
sometimes its just not fair. oh wells. its my own fault i didn't do well. its my misfortune not to decide on things earlier. but i must be commited to the things i want to do. i must be. commitment. i must be commited to the things i'm involved in, and i must give my all. and i must balance. i MUST. haha. i seem like i'm putting too much pressure on myself. but i'm not. a little pressure never hurt anyone right?i keep saying i need to do my best, but i never do. i need to do my best. i don't care if i don't to places i want to get to anymore. i need to know that i've tried my best to get there. but i haven't. so i won't get there. if i get there i'd be more than thankful, and it'd be giving me a second chance. won't it? i need a second chance. like theme of the last cl sunday.
a second chance please? yeah. i need a second chance. i need to do my best. the rest is still unwritten. i need to do my best from now on. I need to. some people have all their stars shining for them, and their luck is turning. mine isn't. but i've got to work. i believe that God's been helping me. this time i'll work harder, and i'll do better. and God will help me more. i know. i believe. PLEEEASE. a second chance for me?
now i'm worried. i'm very worried. i'm scared. and i'm apprehensive. all the what ifs turn up in my head. i'm not sad. i'm just scared. i need this. please?i'm talking to myself.again. oh wells. i need to relax. therefore, i need to stop blogging. goodbye.
" treasure your chances"jaime. i tried, but i never do.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
