Thursday, March 08, 2007
♥ 9:35 PM
AYE. what a week.
last night i slept at 12 woke up at 2 and woke up at 545, however am i going to be tall?
today it was a rather relaxing day at school, after that i rushed off for heats then rushed back home then rushed to church.what a very exciting day...don't you think?
i think the sec2s this year are really a really horrid batch of people. don't you think? i heard that cl was really fun and all before WE came in. so is it our fault? i don't know. even in school... our track batch is one of the smallest. our level's standard is one of the lowest. our behaviour is also one of the worse. at least mrs tan says that of 2-1...i guess. but i think we really should have put in more effort for passion play.really. its quite a major thing and the attendance is very bad. i really don't know why i'm blogging about this...its not really my business anyway. but... i don't know. i really don't like disappointing othier people, much less myself. maybe that's why. our props session wasn't really planned. i was looking through the props on friday trying to get something done in my head. maybe we're just not trying hard enough. i shall promise myself that this year's props will be fantastic. because if you are given a responsibility, you've got to do your job well.accept responsibilities!
i think i'm put up with many challenges for this year. people in groups, time and events, misfortunes and misadventures. that kind of things. i think my stuff is kinda messed up. i've got to get everything in tip top condition to excel.and excel well. why? cause this is sec2 year, streaming year, application year. it's THE year. i really need to get things working for me.nothing seems to be working right and well now, i hope this is temporary. i really need to do better. i need to focus.hard.embrace challenges!
there are many things for me to go past this year. there are so many limits waiting for me to break them, push them. i can do it. i know i can. i just need a little push from the sad sad reality. which i have gotten too much of. i need to work harder. i need to focus. i need to excel.hear me, read me, understand me? i need to push the limits and go that far. push limits!
i need to do alot this year. i know i can. help me Lord above and will inside. I know i can. help me through.
"its through the darkness, that we learn to see"jaime. NEEDS.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
