Wednesday, February 14, 2007
♥ 8:11 PM
i feel pissed and tired.
physically and mentally and emotionally.
seriously.time passes soo fast. but then its like your days are soo action packed, there are no times, where you can just sit there and stone. it sucks. and i feel like sleeping all the time. i want to accomplish so much but nothing is forming. no results, no successes. its partly my fault not working hard enough, i suppose. but if i did, then wouldn't i be sleeping all the time. where can i find the balance? the oh so precious balance between work and play. the fragility of this really can anger one.why why why? we have wayy too many things on our hands. its realy exhausting.no not exactly stressing. stressed out would be shown through you just not doing stuff. but exhaustion is shown through your fatigue, mentally and physically. god says, " come to me, and i will give you rest." its true. i pray before i sleep. but i just don't have enough rest. so if i pray more, will i sleep more and will i flunk more? the fragility of the balance. yin and yang. i hate balance.
i just want to sleep away all my problems and cage them in an air-tight box, and let them never come out. please please please.
happy valentines to all, by the way.
if you're reading this, i'm sorry i have to spoil your day.
just need to let it all out.
"winners don't cry"jaime.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
