Saturday, October 14, 2006
♥ 1:40 PM
14/10/2006
dear annoying freak,
suck lah.
drama queen man.MAJOR drama queen.
when you talk about your life, its basically what happens at this point of time, not what happened in the past, cause you can't change the past.
like seriously.
i mean i bet i've gone through more than you.
have you felt like you were rejected, on purpose?
have you experienced the hit of someone else's ego?
have you experienced a wait so long you could die?
but most importantly, have you opened your eyes to see what is happening to your life?
i have, you haven't.
if you have, you'd realise that all these was your own fault.
you didn't want to change, we had to try to change you.
we tried, and there's no gratitude at all.
what's the point then?
i don't even know why i became friends with you in the first place.
i don't deserve your friendship...i knew i didn't from the first moment.
it was too rotten for me, for anyone at that.
do you know how much people hate you?
have you seen the hatred?
guess not, since you're so hard-headed and so egoistical.
we helped someone, and i guess she woke up.
but you, no.you haven't.
your so possesive.
like there's stuff which is confidential.
you suspect too much.
you care only about yourself.
if you actually bothered about us,you wouldn't be a such a pain to everyone.
all you're trying to do is fit in.
but you got into it too much.
you followed everyone, and now, you're addicted.
i hate your attitude.
i hate your personailty.
i guess that's how it is when you're pampered, isn't it?
you get everything you want and more.
you think you are the princess of the world don't you?
i bet you do.
i hate the way you try to do things which really weren't meant for you.
your brain is very disfuctional, you can't even tell from logical cool behaviour, and insane behaviour.
you just follow.
i hate it.
these are the reasons i want to change school so badly.
because of people like you.
people just like you.
our school has too many of them, and its too late to change anything.
so i suppose, a new school could change everything.
and start anew.
i hope you learnt your lesson.
i've learnt mine.
never help someone unless they ask for it.
cause all i'm ever going to get is, you're back stabbing me.
respect privacy.
trust others.
sure, i admit, some reasons may have been because of the complains lodged.
but i asked about the confidential part.
it was clearly stated.
it was meant to be confidential.
you're too childish.
you suck the blood out of everything.
you take away the fun out of life.
you just don't understand, you just don't.
i hate the way you think that a single guy is your world.
it doesn't go that way.
poseur emo, crushed, self-proclaimed popular girl.
shut up and listen.
there is more to life than just you.
get that into your thick head.
you suck.
yours lovingly,
jaime.
p.s: i really should have never been your friend...i knew that this wold happen.right from the start, right before i became your friend.attention seeking freak.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
