Thursday, September 07, 2006
♥ 5:47 PM
I CAN'T STAND IT.
optimism is too hard for me to master.
i know we must never never never give up.
but its not that i am not trying.
its just every single idiot around me is making it effing harder every day.
well ALMOST everyday.
there are wonderful days like yesterday, 1/9 and 2/9.
yea.GOLDEN.
but still.it sucks.downright sucks.
like everyone thinks they are the best.
and i am NOT worth listenening to.
am i really that small to you?
guess so.since you are OH-SO-HIGH AND MIGHTY.
shall i start calling you the queen of england?
i might as well.
i mean remember how i use to complain like siao about my pre-cl activites?
now it rocks.no it hasn't changed.
other things have.
why?because everyone is taking me forgranted and i'm on my last straw.
no actually i was on my last straw long ago.
i broke it after the track season ended.
when i started to get pissed.
i cant be bothered concealing it anymore man.
HELL,YOU PEOPLE SUCK.
alright.i am real sorry.i just cant take it anymore. it seems as if everyone in this world has a straw to pick. and its like everyone thinks i'll be there forever and that i need not be looked upon as a living breathing person.okay maybe i am just being like ANDY in the devil wears prada.maybe. maybe not. if you dont like me just say it to my face. stop trying to kill me with the things you do. before long i will just come up to you with a dagger in my hand. i can sympathise with everyone...most of the time.except for these maniacs.sorry.
HARSH?ME?you don't realise how harsh you are to me. i just don't speak up. maybe mum was right i AM too soft. but this makes me who i am. i get looked upon everyday like the girl who will help when you need help and the girl who plays the supporting role in everything, damnn you need to open your eyes.
OKAY I AM REALLY SORRY ABOUT THE RANTING. BUT THIS SUCKS.I WAS EXPECTING A NICE HOLS CAUSE THE ESCAPADE FROM SCHOOL WOULD MAKE ME HAPPY.BUT ITS ALL THE SAME. I DON'T CARE IF YOU DON'T ACKNOWLEDGE ME...BUT AT LEAST RESPECT ME AND MY IDEAS.
"thank you kindly sir"drama mock exam script.
jaime loves you.except for the blood sucking people who make my life a living hell(I HATE YOUR STINKING A*SES)
again.sorry about the vulgarities.
take care sweethearts,
jaime.
p.s.: if you want to make my life suck please tell me in advance so i can let you make the sucky part of my life not be posted on my blog and make it an inspiration to me.thanks.(:
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
