Wednesday, August 23, 2006
♥ 7:39 PM
OMG.
yesterday was greatness.
school.lit and science.decent lessons.yumms.fast forward.
after tuition, onlining.mich and i were bombing colin with questions.poor little thing.haha.oh wells.it was fun.i was talking to who again? can't remember very well.but was fun.i think i'm a little weird.fancy telling everyone i love them.diao i know.oh wells.i DO love my friends.haha. okay.
today was slackish.
lit and geog were pretty average.grades that is.kinda disappointed.nvm, there's final year right?oh wells. i feel extremely sad now.maybe sad's not the word.but ya.everything seems wrong.not really good grades.frankly speaking not a rockin' school nor class.the only consolation is the track,the team.haii.i wanna change my school.but there are so many memories that will be left behind.haii.shang xin liang yi*.everything seems wrong.my friends aren't those that i would love till the end of my life.they're just those i'll be there for you till we graduate kind.not really the kind i'd like to have.haii.how i wish...well nothing's perfect is it. solving other people's problems for them makes me feel so fortunate.but then why do i feel so rejected and dejected.i wish that p3 would recurr.maybe i should change my attitude.but then it would be like not right. p3 was ever so carefree.well, everyone's searching for happiness, self-assurance and acceptance right? that's only partially correct.i just want to be happy.where everything is okay. days like yesterday give me this inspiration.i know that there will be more days like those.i really wish there'd be. haii.nothing seems to matter to anyone anymore.everyone just cares about how they are going to do, what people think of them and how they will make it to the top with a good impression.how depressing. i need to find someone who just wants to be happy and have a good future without the expense of others.what a sad life we all need?
MICHELLE NEO HUI CHIN dear. i believe in a better tomorrow in veejaycee.lets do this together you and i. we will succeed and finally feel happy.haii.this is the life we lead, of sadness darkness and sin. is there anything we can do.
on a happy note.its just a week away to the hols where i can get rid of my annoyances and just fly free.oh the beauty. then its 4 weeks and then its the hols.then working your butts off and then exams, hols,term,hols,4 weeks,hols. and then VEEJAYCEE!wheedoo!
jaime loves you dears and darlings.(=
forever and ever baby.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
