Sunday, August 20, 2006
♥ 4:11 PM
oh gosh.so pissed i tell you. so pissed.
i shall not elaborate.
I NEED TO GO OUT TO WATCH MOVIE!even though i watched click yesterday,oops.WITH MY NPG!MICH;THE TEMPORARY NERD!JLOONG!CELESTE!MYDEARHIKO
and YEEWERN!okay weird combi.well maybe not all at the same time and not just the few of them but ya.i want to watch lakehouse,the breakup, my super ex girlfriend,the ant bully, monster house.that's alot of money isn't it.
and i also want to watch goal,cars.yea.there are many more..but i just can't think of them now.
pissing things.maybe i just need a break.cause it really sucks.about that chr analysis i did with someone.like these people...i don't even see them anymore, just their flaws,flaws,flaws.they can't see that they are the things they complain about others.okay so, maybe i'm hypocritical.but still.i can't beat you to be being irritating and obnoxious and self-centered.i'm really pissed.won't you take the hint(s).so childish i tell you.i really can't bring myself to tell you directly in the face.sure, i have done it before...but i knew more or less what the outcome would be, and it wouldn't be fatal.so i suppose to get out of this ditch and out of the suckyness in this present day to day activities i am trying for veejayceeeyepee.i'm real sorry my seniors and juniors for the things i won't be able to do though i said i would do.but i really can't take it any longer.sorry those people i would be abandoning...but i really need a change.haii.
okay.so maybe i won't get in. but then trying for it makes me feel like i'm not loyal...which is not true...i'm just not comfortable in the position i am in now.oh wells.
yea.okay so today we were at debbie's house the whole morning...it was boring the hell out of me...haha.well almost.rachel was funny, and pris was nice, as usual.she said she was tired but i think somehow she's sad.oh wells.everyone is right?
another note to the pissing someone.would you stop trying to be someone you're not. i usually don't care if people aren't being who they are or copying my ideas and stuff...but its pushing the limits...i've never seen anybody doing it so much and obsessively.PLEASE.grow up.develop your own sense of style and personality.and don't be a double headed fickle person.sure.i'm fickle with my feelings for my friends(irritating and all) and all.but usually that's in the fit of anger.oh wells.its your life and its how you live it...at the end of the day its YOU that feels all the regret.not me.when you die everyone won't remember you for anything if you aren't yourself.they just won't be able to remember you.
okay.sorry.i'm freaking pissed.constantly pissed, frustrated and irritated.oh wells.all clouds have a silver lining right?in every hurdle in life there are some pleasures and new things gained right?
oh wells.
every cloud has a silver lining;jaime
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
