Saturday, August 05, 2006
♥ 1:08 PM
BE BOLD, BE YOURSELF,DO YOUR BEST.
i get really pissed when someone praises someone for being someone other than themselves. at both the person who praises and the person who is not being themself. the person who is not being themself is usually trying to be a "somebody" but they don't become somebody, at best they fit into the crowd.they become a nobody.nobody, because.you know yourself best and if you are not being yourself, then who are you being?an idiot, a nobody.so why try so hard? then comes the praiser. the praiser would be encouraging the other to be an idiot and a nobody.why? i'm clueless.maybe they in themself want to be in a crowd so want others to look as dumb and stupid as them.oh wells.
you are given an identity,yet you don't use it, you don't flaunt it.instead you flaunt the things that shouldn't be. stupid people you see. it really is the fault of the society which is culturing young people these days to think like that.oh wells.
thanks for listening to my ranting.it isn't directed to anybody,its in general.and its not supposed to make sense either.haha.so yea.
okay.pre-cl activities.
aiya.i really want my ankle sprained.but it'll hurt and i won't be able to train when training starts.why don't they just disband the group...i doubt they ever will.sighs.my mistake.
cl
was okay.we got scolding from debbie for talking too much and some other stuff. i only agree with her on the talking too much part, other than that,i disagreed.i put my choices according to what i could contribute most, not where my friends were going.nono.so...i don't know.
our plan failed.like all of our other plans, it failed.haiiyaa.oh well, i got a new plan that might just work.but now i seem to have forgotten it,oh shoot!okay.brain blast.its back in my head.but the "victim" is a different person now.marrissa might be able to build on my idea and sidetrack it back to our right "victim". I'm not really looking forward to spending 1 and a half hour wuth a group of idiots whose purpose at cat class is to annoy charlene and get attention. no, not excited at all...at least there is marrissa and darrylin to complain and comment with about their idiocy and stupidity...that's pretty fun.well sure, not everyone there is an idiot, but most of them are.the girls are fine...except for 2. the rest either listen attentively or just don't play attention.i'm fine with thta, because they are not distracting anyone.
gtg.seeyou later galls.
jaime.ranting.complaining.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
