Tuesday, August 01, 2006
♥ 7:12 PM
aiyo.just kill me will you. just do it.
today was a horrible day to put it plainly.
firstly ipw is due tomorrow.and we're barely done.how? fail lor...like anybody actually cares.
and now. i'm pissed.and pretty scared as well. i really don't know what's gonna happen.die.die.
mrs khoo is right, i suppose...i think she is. haii. i really dont know what to do know. god help me. god help us.
how? HOW? can i go for counseling...i wouldn't mind.aiyo.i wish i was like the girl in memoirs of the geisha...water. overcoming every obstacle. thats what i'd like. i am being me. doing what i think is right...if its wrong, then fine. oh man...now every thing i do is going to be magnifyed a billion and one times.aiya. how am i to concentrate now. i need to think. i need to get out of this ditch. sucks. i could just be a bitch and go around telling the world about what i know. but that would be wrong rite? yea. it would be.
i'm confused.really really confused. i need help. help from god please. at least there's cat class tomorrow, which usually helps alot. i hope.
there's more than just what meets the eye...
jaime.
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
