Saturday, July 29, 2006
♥ 1:16 PM
AHA! i finally remember what i was supposed to blog.
i donno if i did the right thing, made the right choice. I really don't know.should i have agreed? cause like if i ask for advice from the people in it they'd say yea..if i ask people who are not they'd say no...so i really don't know. and now i gotta tell my parents about next friday and sunday. its like FOOSH! how? and like cas are next next week.HOW?should i like quit now? no i shouldnt the last times i quit things i regretted.(primary school track;p4. Ballet;last year) so..what am i going to do? my parents are like not your average kind of supportive parents. dad especially. he disapproves of whatever i enjoy.or so i infer.its for like as they say 2 months.how will i live through 2 months? i hope i will.i really do. once we're done and its time for practice...can slack abit. we only have onesixth of it, at most.so how?PLUS, i have golf.shoot.and training's gonna start soon. and SAs aren't that far away either...oh and ipw's coming too.along with our projects etc.FREAK! its too late to back out now,darling.you gotta live with your choice.but i think its an overall good choice. she* said that its the experience.in the end, you wont be remembering your a1s and everything.its the experiences that count, that hit me, along with the quote by some-famous-author-of-whom-i-can't-remember-at-this point in time.the quote is (around the lines of)"in 2o years time, when you look back at your life.You will regret the things you did not do, rather then those you did" so ya.but know how?HOW? i think its gonna be great. but my dear old wonderfully supportive parents think nothing is. like wow uh 89 why didn't you get top? so this time it'll be like. wow.that was a waste of time. and its not entirely useless...nothing on this world is entirely useless, i would like to have you know. everything is here for a reason, therefore, what i do, should not be critiscised.oh wells.everything to them is a waste of time...anything they didn't ask me to do, anything that was of my own personal choice.oh wells. i suppose that's how famous people become the way their life is. they work through their struggles and learnt something out of it and becomea better person. but its like so ironic.my parents are the ones that are stopping me, my PARENTS.like of all people. haii.oh wells. good always prevails over evil. therefore the ending will be good, right? after all the hard work you see good things.ya?
okay. so if you don't undestand what i'm going on about, then you are not supposed to know,simple as that.
* is used as i cannot mention the name.for confidential reasons.haha.
farewell.
apples;proffroggie
&when will you take me away on a balloon?
